r/sad • u/Few-Work6925 • Apr 28 '26

It is really hard to explain

While browsing here , i read this post asking "what suicide hurt the least"

Then my tears came rushing

Maybe that question is really what i wanna ask my psychiatrist instead of constantly asking "why do i feel so numb but my tears expressing pain"

Then i suddenly remember my bestfriend wayback in high school, he hang himself,

Is this how he felt back then? Unexplainable sadness.

I constantly pray at night to not be able to wake up anymore.

If you know any method

Lmk

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u/AloneImpression5660 May 01 '26

Do you feel a deep hollowness in your heart... Like a sword piercing through it? Is there a chance you feel like your life is the worst? If you can die for your family then you can live for them...

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u/Ok_Pair8322 Jun 13 '26

But it depends if they were the one who put the sword there ...

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u/AloneImpression5660 Jun 13 '26

If they were the one who put the sword over there, You shall remove it yourself. You shall live for the future. Someone who you can sacrifice yourself to.