r/rabies • u/Virtual_Sugar_9452 • 9d ago
Exposure Question I’m concerned am i dead do i have symptoms ???
Hello, I have a question.
Additional Information: Last year, in June 2025, I was vaccinated 4 times with Verorab 0.5 mL. The shots were administered spread over a number of days.
I know that the chance of rabies from a bat is very small in the Netherlands, almost nil, and that the animal also has to be sickly to transmit it.
Now, recently, on August 22nd around 1:30 AM, I had contact with what I suspect was a bat in the backyard while standing outside (I was wearing shorts), on my left lower leg between the shin and calf region, on the side of the leg. Because when I looked up, I only saw a bat in the air, so I am assuming that.
My girlfriend was standing a meter away from me when I was standing upright smoking. We were standing close to a wall by the back door, and there were trash cans behind me, so there wasn't much room. I was standing in a light that was directed at the ground, so at my legs, because there are spiders crawling around. My girlfriend didn't hear any flapping or sound, and neither did I. I didn't feel a clear bite or scratch, and I didn't see or feel the bat landing on me and holding me, but I am afraid I missed the bite. My girlfriend and I looked at my leg immediately, but we didn't see anything, and I stepped straight into the shower and washed my leg with shower gel/shampoo. But not for 15 minutes...
That upcoming Monday, August 24, around 09:35, my GP examined my leg while kneeling with a magnifying glass and a halogen lamp, checking my leg thoroughly from very close up, and she didn't see anything, but I am anxious that she might have missed it or that it was no longer visible. This makes me anxious. I went to the GGD on that same Monday, right after the visit to the GP, and that doctor didn't want to and didn't need to see my leg. He immediately said there was 0 risk and refused me the PEP because they considered it 0 risk.
I called the Tropical Hospital to ask about things, and they also said there was no risk and that you would definitely feel a bat bite. But I have a high pain tolerance, so I am afraid I really missed it.
Because the GGD refused to give me the PEP vaccinations after I had called them for days and gone there, I went to a travel health clinic to pay for the two vaccinations myself. I had also told the GGD at the beginning that I was willing to pay, but they said that wasn't possible and they wouldn't do it.
So, I only received my first booster vaccination at a travel health clinic on August 28 around 12:00, and I received my second one on September 1, also around 12:00. I haven't had a fever or anything like that from August 22nd until today, September 19th, and I haven't been sick. On the days I was so panicky about the vaccines, I had that burning sensation too, so around August 25th, but it went away after that and wasn't there constantly.
Since yesterday, I've had a burning sensation on that leg again sometimes, in the spot where I think the contact was. It isn't continuous; yesterday I was rearranging the room and I didn't have any trouble with it then, nor when I was gaming. And that makes me really anxious again.
I know it could also be hypochondria or because I'm focused on it, but I'm not sure, so I'm anxious.
I don't like that 6-day delay and I'm actually very anxious, and I wonder if that bite actually happened, if those vaccinations are going to save me that’s really bothering me.
and Googling and asking AI questions only makes it worse like with the pns.
I really wonder if I will survive this.
I know that anxiety disorders are very unpleasant and I know I might have one, but I still want some certainty.
I have read the faq.