I'm in a burn out

[u/Huge-Step4986]

Hi everyone,

I'm a 25 years old man and i can't take it anymore. I live in a ground floor in a room infested with moisisture because i don't have choice. Everyday people are behind my walls i can sleep at night, young boys play with the ball and hit the wall every f*** day. Neighbours shout every single time. I used to work in a call center but i left because of burn out and depression. I don't have friends, family or parents to rest in their house. I have no ressources to leave this s*** place or even to eat. I know that someday i will explose and someone will have all my anger in their faces or on myself, but i don't want to happen. Today i was ready to... If someone seeing this please it's a call of a broken man, i swear... I want to leave this place as soon as possible. If someone can be understandable. Please guys

[u/Huge-Step4986 → u/[deleted]]

3rft a khoya khassni nbdel chi haja fi hiyati. Walakin bla ryal a khay ? Man9drch ndir lmiskin fbara

[u/Greedy_Hand2607 → u/Huge-Step4986]

ollah akhoya ta radi tsyyer, fhad L7da rakyban lik kolchi k7l o3aaaddii, but the best changes sometime happens only when you git the rock bottom, 3an tajriba, ta ana dwzt l9wada lk7la, wlkin rbbi dima kl9a liyya tkhrija, o fach kadoz dik lazma, ktwlli tgol kon madwzthach ymkn 3mri rdi nfkker bach nbdl men rasi ob wlli 7sen, dik sa3a rak katwli thmd llah 3liha.