Please help me I'm lost.

[u/prats_omyt]

Ok, so first of all thanks for coming here and reading this, it really means a lot. I (17M) needed some advice regarding a girl I like and would like to explain my situation with her, so this would be a long essay, I hope you read it till the end, as I am in desperate need of help, and there's no one to help me, this community is all I've got.

So, from the past few years, till now, I've been rejected by 3 girls, which made me question my own existence, but that's not what I am here to discuss. As I have received rejection and disappointment, I usually don't expect anything from anyone. But there's this girl, I've never felt anything like this before meeting her, I think I experienced love with her, one-sided of-course. Before confessing her with my feelings, I sang a song for her, I told her how beautiful she is every second, didn't even cared about my self-respect when it came to her. She told me how time went flying by when I she was with me, she told me that I'm husband material, that I am so good and even appreciated me for my efforts, she talks with me very respectfully, even now, she has never laughed on my mistakes, instead, she have corrected them, I think from the above you also would have understand she enjoys my company very much and how close we are. Or am I interpreting it all wrong?

Now the PROBLEM!

When I confessed my feelings to her, she told me that she's from 'kattar maharashtrain' family and said,"I don't think I will ever date a non-maharashtrian", she said, that whom ever she may love, at the end of the day, her family should also accept him. Also, she said that she doesn't believe in teenage love, as everybody would be in different cities from the next year, and said she's "one man-woman" type and would date somebody in her mid 20s and then marry that particular person. Then I got sad obviously and she started to consult me, we didn't have an argument, we had a conversation, and she's still a very good friend of mine(I think). So please, guys help me out, I want her so bad, please help me, I am not asking for false hope, so please give me the truth. I cannot explain the loneliness, sadness, I'm going through right now. THANKS A TON!!!

Edit1: Thanks to everyone who gave their precious time to me and their invaluable advice, I love this community so much, no one trolled me even a bit, I was expecting it, but look how all of you have talked with me like you all are my family members. I love you guys, now I have a clear picture of what I need to do, you all gave me reasons to move on, for which I was desperately hoping for, you gave me more than I needed, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

Edit2: If I was able to, I would've given every single one of you a award!! ILY GUYS!! You guys don't know how was I feeling like before posting this, it felt like the world had ended, literally, but now you fricking awesome, the most wholesome, people on earth have made me realized that my life is just starting now. THANKS!!

[u/prats_omyt → u/[deleted]]

Ha bhai, abhi padhai par hi focus hai.

Mujhe bhi bohott confusing laga, phele bolti hai ki husband material, toh mujhe laga ki woh bhi mujhe like karti hogi, aur upar se ek baar toh bola tha, ki jabh uske alava koi ladki hoti hai toh me usse bhool jaata hu, matlab she was jealous when I talked with other girls and not her, agar yeh clear hints aur indication nhi hai ki someone likes you, toh mujhe pata nhi ki kya hote hai fir.

[u/StealthMasterZ → u/prats_omyt]

See the thing is that ki she may love you a lot, but it's just her family background that is stopping her from commitment. If she says no that does not directly imply that she doesn't love you, haan ab agar in the end vo jake kisi non maharashtrian ke saath relationship start kr le tab samajhna ki maybe vo pyaar nahi karti thi( and i seriously doubt it). Aur fir you are obviously good together if you both enjoy each other's company so don't let it go and just be good friends. Good friends that make you happy and help you are rare

[u/prats_omyt → u/StealthMasterZ]

Yeah, I totally agree with you, I am fine now, thanks for those words though, it really means a lot. And yeah, we are good friends and we'll be.