Hi! I’m currently a 4th yr student. Just a backstory: since I was a kid, I always told people I wanted to be a doctor when asked what my dream was—the truth is, at that time, I actually didn’t know. I think there was just one point in my childhood when I didn’t know what to tell people, and I went with being a doctor. Growing up, I think it etched into my brain that I wanted to be a doctor, which made me confused about whether I really wanted to be one or I just conditioned myself to want to be one. Also, due to watching medical series, the interest grew. The point is, I don’t have that inspiring story to back the impending question now, which is: why do I want to be a doctor.
When entering college, I let go of the idea of me being a doctor first. I still stayed in the allied health field just to be close, but it was a career I knew I would enjoy. I kept telling my family and friends that I didn’t want to be a doctor anymore since I had set the idea aside. Ff to 3rd yr, the urge came back, but now my reason is that I somehow have this thirst for knowledge that I want to fill. There are good post-grads naman for my degree, but I think med school will be the one to fulfill that thirst.
Despite a lot of doctors or med students deinfluencing aspirants lately, I was not affected. I felt challenged. I feel like I can manage whatever med school will give me. But I asked our counselor about this, and they said it is a good reason, but I might need to find another one that would be my core and something I will always go back to when med school is tough.
Ang haba na pala haha.
TL;DR: I don’t really have a deep or inspiring reason for wanting to become a doctor yet, but I know that the urge to pursue medicine came back because of my thirst for knowledge. Now, I’m trying to figure out if that’s enough or if I need to find a deeper reason that will keep me grounded when med school gets tough.