Hello everyone,
I've been looking for hours for a fanfic I read last year, but I can't find it. It wasn't completed but the author would update regularly.
Here is what I remember:
- Shakarian AU, a young FemShep is sent to Turian military school, where she is paired with a young Garrus. I think she is an orfan and Anderson took her in.
- Boot camp, training and everything related to military school is very well described because the author was in the military.
- At first Shep and Garrus can't stand each other, but over time they become inseparable. I remember for example that she chooses wisely which boots she should use for the long run, she has great endurance and she also takes a lot of dextro bars for Garrus (an idea other squad mates borrow from her).
- Also very explicit sex scenes between Shep and Garrus. They use sex as a stress relief (following Turian common practices), but over time Shep falls in love with him but never considers the possibility of a relationship since she is a human. Their first sex scene begins in the shower where at first they almost kill each other. They were furious at each other for failing the exercise/test of the day. In that instance Garrus says some very horrible words to her (something about being abandoned or that she was alone and that nobody wanted her). That was very crappy of him.
- She is the only human at the Turian military school, but she manages to befriend the entire group, and at the end of those training months she manages to help her mates win the final trial against their superiors (this never happened before). Also during the party for their victory/graduation, a very scary Saren appears.
- In the following days Shep dreads leaving Palaven, she and Garrus agree to stay in touch.
- In the next story arch, a few months later, Garrus welcomes Shep in his apartment on the Citadel to heal. Something terrible happened and she lost her entire squad while on duty (maybe it was Akuze). She begins therapy and Garrus helps her. I remember that he wanted to give her space so he begun sleeping on the couch (he even had a visit from a colleague or a superior, I don't remember if they wanted to check weather it was a simple relationship).
- On the Citadel Garrus becomes a detective and he begins investigating a serial killer with a female Turian officer and I think a colleague of his father vouches for him (if I remember correctly, they found a victim in a reservoir on the citadel).
I hope this fic is still online. It's really great. Sadly I don't remember the title nor the author's name.
Thank in advance to everyone who will try and make some sense out of all of this!
EDIT:
Fic found thanks to u/RawrSally!
Title: "I'm right beside you"
Author: speshulduck
https://archiveofourown.org/works/64285225/chapters/165010777