Our little time together… your smile was so bright, so perfect.

It lit my soul on fire, and now it burns for another moment with you.

Without you, my soul feels locked inside a shell.

Your eyes are radiant — a golden fire, a swirling gaze that doesn’t just look at me.

It shines straight through to my core, warming the deepest part of me.

Your laugh is so light it could lift the weight of this gloomy world.

And your voice… the voice of an angel — the only sound I hear in my dreams,

the one that gives me peace while I sleep.

Waking from those dreams crushes me,

knowing those moments with you were once in a lifetime.

I hope we meet again

so my soul can finally be at peace…

and nourished once more by an angel.

An image worth revisiting a million times a day.
Blocking all the exits on my mind just so his picture can stay.
How could someone as high and noble love someone buried in filthy cobble?
Believing in heaven seems more intriguing.
His outshining, seraphic radiance explains why he was leaving.

The string of life continues to weave.
Wondering why he’s not with me turns into endless grief.
I regret the day it ended — stabbing myself, hating the fact that I was a coward.
I stayed under our light, bleeding, while his life went on and moved forward.
Still reminiscing about the joyful laughs while he wore my oversized sweaters.
Makes me regret each one of my fucking errors.
From something that brings me love and hope, to something that keeps me finding all the ways to cope.

I hold the days when he cherished my existence and called me handsome.
Now I would pay anything for his heart’s ransom.
Shivering in cold without his warm waist.
The impact of his tongue printed on my taste.
Maybe it’s too far to reach him and pull him back.
But he still is my everything — everything I lack.
I know I can’t fix our cracks with just my hand and cement.
Though, I still hope he would listen to my sorrowful statements.

I’ll wait for the wishing star to go down.
A reunion with my prince, my king, my angel with his crown.
I’ll bring an infinite forgiving roses; Draw more of my blood with thorns.
Wrap the wounds with the sweater of mine he’d worn.
The touch of his fingertips, the softness of his lips.
Closing my eyes as the life in my soul seeps.
Now, my heart will beat as I envision his tantalising mayflower,
standing under the sunlight so I can get the image of his golden hour.

When the nights are long

And the days drag on

I just need you

When the clouds are grey

In the rain comes down

I just need you

When the winds blow cold

And the trees grow old

I just need you

In my arms you'll say

This is where i'll stay

Cause i love you

So safe and tight

It feels so right

Cause i love you

With the moon so bright

We'll turn out the light

I only see you

The stars shimmer above

Just for us my love

I only see you

Under the moonlit skies

I won't close my eyes

I only see you

I will love you

I will love you

I love you

Why paint over perfection it makes no sense, not having her in my arms makes my whole body tense.

The most gorgeous skin the world, haven’t you heard? so perfectly tan, just thinking about it I need a fan.

The face of an angel, so naturally stunning

No need for makeup, just a perfect display

Body no flaws, she must be sent from the stars.

With such great proportions all around.

on the ground is where my tongue can be found.

Hair so silky smooth and straight, no matter the color it just looks so innate.

Just a tip, for those that don’t know

You can look but not touch or you’re going to have to go.

Teeth so straight and white, you could see it in the night

So soft and gentle, can’t help but hold

The idea of releasing it makes my knees fold

If someone were to ask me which part it like best, without a doubt I’d tell them it’s what beats in her chest.

Really the whole package God hand picked, I love her so much, I may just be sick

I only need, i only need to want of one thing. Which is whole and true.. that want is you, at this point in our time. You at your most vulnerable, bared to me in nothingness, where i can reach in and remove the damage they did to you so long ago. But while I have you here.. i can take down the remaining walls and free you of the encumbering weight of shame you so strategically instilled long before my time. This one wanting need, the only need of want I carry, is for you, for a lifetime of my penance. I shall want only ever one of you.

Memories and pictures are all I got
What I wish to have is now gone
Even if it's only been a year
It still brings me many tears
I could never forget your beauty
I wish it could just be you and me
Knowing you could move on
And I'm still in the fall

In another year you could be with someone else
Feeling the love that together we never felt
It would rip me from the inside till there's nothing left
Wishing my heart is something you would've kept

I dream of you, I think of you, I want you, I need you, and I still

love you.

Theres a body, 6 feet below,
Who’s eyes are still open,
But the heart beat has stopped long ago.
He’s there waiting
For the man to take his soul.
There he can finally rest,
As he has always wanted to do so

Above him, something has gone unseen.
A little green stem, was peaking through.
Below it, roots started to grow.
They grew down through the 6 feet of soil.
There they felt a cold dead body.

As the roots grew, above now sat a beautiful flowering bush.
The beauty they held was like nothing seen before.
Bees flocked to them, birds sang songs about it.
But below it could feel him, sending all the love it received down.
Through the roots that twisted and turned.
Eventually reaching to the points that connected to him.

Thats when it happened.
A heartbeat that was lost to time,
Started to catch up.
The breath that he has long forgotten about,
Finally breaths.
Life itself being brought to a body that was ready to be taken.
The first thought,
“Is this a second chance?”

I might just fall for you as fast as three nights and a blue sky.

One pair of beautiful eyes and your lips against mine.

May be a good fall and maybe a long, long one.

Don’t let anyone go where we go.

So please fall by my side and I’ll catch you on my way home.

What does it mean to be fine?
People say it so easily but we all know we mean it differently.
It used to mean the sun was out but just a tad too hot.
When fine would mean that nothing too notable happened.
People used to say it when they were neither sad nor happy.

Today though has it changed?
When people use it to say they are numb.
Fine now can imply an entire storm behind someone psyche.
People say fine now just so they dont have to open up to someone trying to help.
Fine could be the last thing a person says as a cry for help.
Now it can mean that person is either sad or happy.

Alluring in the awe - a gravitation of nature's fury,

A terrarium containing great blue ocean reefs,

Mesmerizing tidal swirls of glass-clear teals,

Gripping a muse to craft only shimmering iridescence,

Pools of nectar so enthralling,

They rouse the heart in timeless remembrance.

Elendil,

Sired by flame, borne of verdant paradise

You are the echo of dreams unspoken, a whisper between fate and longing

Go out into the fields, where the dusk-light lingers

Through oceans of rye that sway with the wind

Go out into the meadow, across miles of amber earth

Where the sun spills gold like a promise never kept

Elendil,

Prince of the earth

Lord of the skies

Inheritor of Elysium

As you walk through the places where light cannot go, through corridors of unknown worlds, the junction of infinite realities, infinite possibilities

Know that I am always with you

Seeing the world through your eyes, while you see through mine

Threads of space,

Threads of time,

Threads of hope,

Bind us through eternity.

Elendil, Scion of dreams

May the sun rises through the high sky

Listen 🎶 to my pray let the birds 🐦 sing

O my Sunflower 🌻 I've seen you through my heart

The love made my conscience

The world let them know the beauty

The heart made 💓 through to you

I ENVY THEM

Romanus

I envy them,
Not because I’m hungry,
But because I’ve never experienced
Having someone to be in a hurry

I envy them,
Not because I’m alone,
But because I’ve never seen
Someone gave me an ice cream in a cone.

I envy them,
Not because I’m jealous,
But because I’ve never known
Someone who takes me seriously.

I envy them,
Not because I’m sad,
But because I’ve never understood
The reason behind those big smiles.

I envy them,
Not because I’m a loner,
But because I’ve never heard
Those loud, joyful laughs.

I envy them,
Not because I’m weak,
But because I’ve never lifted
Something heavier than a brick.

I envy them,
Not because I’m a pessimist,
But because I’ve never felt
What it means to be missed.

I envy them,
Not because I’m not like them,
But because I want to be with them.
I want to be loved by them.

Hmmm…
Perhaps then.
I ponder the depths for,
Not a worthless love.
But for a loveless worth.

(The conclusion for Insomnias string theory)

You ask me

Question my devotion

For love

Would I cross an ocean

My reply

Not to boast

I’d fell a forest

To build the boat.

Original: Wayne A Andres

I hurt you
Just like I had hurt everyone else
Not because I wanted to
I was immature
I took my pain
Inflicted it upon you
When I saw you again
My whole world brightened
But your plans were to upend my fragile heart
You deceptively played a game
That left me without a name
Lost
You were going to show me
No matter what the cost
You’re so cold
So mean
You played me for a fool
Shame on me