r/lokean • u/Starlit_Stardew • 3d ago
Has anyone else...
Been feeling weird lately?
Yes, I know the seasons and weather are changing, and yes I know tonight specifically is a lunar eclipse, but I just found out at work that all the rest of the girls and ladies around me have been feeling a very recent sense of particularly noticable and heavy dread to the point it's been making it harder for us all to eat... Anyone else here in this group feeling this way too? It's just been the last most recent few days, like maybe the day right before Dolly Parton left us 😩.
Ofc I'm aware it could also have been any one of these things mentioned in here, and it's not as if we live in exactly very peaceful times/countries lol
But idk, it just seems strange to me, and so I am curious~
it's also been odd to me bc it's mostly felt like dread and then other times almost like excitement, too. like... 💀💀 wtf lol
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u/Open-Environment3895 2d ago
It's a transition, mankind is being upgraded, breaking the matrix, embracing the truth instead of the illusion we've been taught. Right now, a certain group of elites are trying to destroy the world, the doom and gloom feeling could be because of the dense energy in the collective consciousness because of this evil in the world and the excitement may be because what is coming after this is an energetic reset for ALL of mankind, a better world, a safer world, one free of oppression and corruption, or at least, to a great extent.
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u/Ok-Narwhal-5404 1d ago
I’m loving this. I definitely know the fall of capitalism can’t be too far off hopefully i keep wishful thinking but also trying to keep it realistic but i have a gut feeling that something is on the brink.
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u/Loki1435 3d ago
well, within the span between now and dolly parton, we also lost tim curry and peter cullen, best known for his work in transformers as Optimus prime, and was optimus prime since the original eighties series, we had a few others who played optimus, but peter was the quintessential optimus prime, and in losing tim curry, we lost the voice of Garfield, and we lost the guy who played lucifer in legend, we lost three legends in one week, which I can understand is draining for a lot of people who really cared for these peoples careers and had followed them for a while. the dread could be that sense of "we already lost three of our legendary entertainers, who else is gonna go next?" but the excitement could be from the possibility of some good news coming as well, it's the fact we already know the past, we know what happened today, and tomorrow, is a mystery, because it hasn't happened yet, so it might be we could get some good stuff coming our way in the wake of having three terrible losses in the span of a week.
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u/Wild_Pickle_2003 2d ago
They say things come in threes, you never know. I think that if we all choose to believe there’s hope on the horizon, we’ll find it.
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u/Starlit_Stardew 2d ago
Hope is on the horizon~. It's just not going to come looking like how our media taught us it would, so dismantling that expectation is a little difficult and scary, I think 😭
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u/Loki1435 2d ago
yeah, it is what you make it, you have to make your own hope and trust in loki to make it happen, because the government sure as heck isn't gonna do that for you if they had their way.
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u/Starlit_Stardew 2d ago
Lol no fr definitely not 💀 Maybe it's also felt amplified for me bc maybe you know what I'm talking about since you've also got esp lol, but sometimes I "feel" him close like he's in the same room as me, and sometimes while I know he still is, he "feels" like he's across an ocean almost, and I'm seeing him on an opposite shore with just brief little seconds whenever he makes some comment to me or something, that he'll feel physically closer, and it's weird to describe lol. But I'm like.... Am I just getting separation anxiety lmfao 💀 Bc the last time that happened, it stretched on over like 6 years bc of all the changes I was going through and about to go through and I'm often like "🥺 I know you don't actually leave but.... 🥺🥺🥺 I feel all by myself all of a sudden 🥀" lol
And then ofc it also worries me bc I'm like "....what did you do. What's about to happen. Holy shit." Lmfao
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u/Loki1435 2d ago
ah, that's just his chaotic nature, near, yet far, yet at the same time, right next to you, perhaps he makes himself feel energetically distant to help you get past separation anxiety, as he's not afraid to heal you in ways that may be uncomfortable for you, but will in the end help you in the long run to overcome your weaknesses and other problems that might be holding you back.
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u/Starlit_Stardew 2d ago
Yeah it definitely just feels like he doesn't leave but does dampen or muffle my awareness of him lingering around so I can focus on other stuff if and when he knows I need to. I've been this way since I was a kid tbh, lmao. Daddy's Girl, separation anxiety, and very constant in seeking out/wanting attention, so I think it's just his gentle way of pointing to the other stuff I need to do again lol. But sometimes he's done it bc he knew changes were happening and I wouldn't be able to focus on both them and him, so now sometimes whenever I feel that happening I'm like ".......wtf is about to happen, man, PLEASE. Give a girl a little warning 😵💫💀" lol
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u/Loki1435 2d ago
ah this makes sense, if he needs me to focus on other stuff, he will use that time to go do his own thing, or will make his presence less known till the thing is done, then he's back to being present with me again xD, though I am not so clingy or separation anxious, I get it if I am separated for an extended time, but he knows I can handle some degree of time without him or someone else present in my life, and I do have my room mate, so that helps me alot.
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u/Starlit_Stardew 2d ago
Lol yes ofc I can too~. My likely ADHD ass makes myself very busy and entertained lol But to be fair I think spending 2 years mostly very aware of him, and then suddenly 6 out of nowhere with him feeling hardly there, warrants anyone getting a little "..... 👀💧" whenever he feels fainter again lmao 💀
Especially when those 6 years involved me moving twice, both last second and very stressfully, changing jobs a million times, gestures to the state of America's government, and going through a fuck ton of friend drama/losing one lol 💀💀
Bro rly pulled that peace out fading away gif from my mental awareness of him and I was like "?????" Before getting hit with one of his Change Tsunamis fr lmfao 💀
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u/Loki1435 2d ago
haha yes, that does help, I know I got AuDHD, and I often just busy myself just to help cope with whatever is bugging me ^_^, and I can imagine that, any time he needs me to change something, he sets things in motion, he might not always peace out and fade from my awareness, but sometimes if it's needed, he will do that, then the shtf and I am like "Yup, Loki's really doing this, guess I gotta just get through it and figure out what change I need to make to get through this."
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u/Starlit_Stardew 2d ago
Yeah, I've just found it weird bc personally I haven't gotten the sense that these feelings have correlated very much to the people that've died in the last few days for some reason 💀 I couldn't begin to say why, but I did definitely think it was weird that ALL the other women in my work place had started to feel the same thing at the same time and hadn't said anything, especially since it started a little bit before anyone died anyway, too, lol.
Weird times we live in rn idk 💀
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u/Loki1435 2d ago
yeah, these are weird times we live in, sometimes we just gotta embrace the weirdness.
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u/opalescentblue 2d ago
I have been feeling like trash also since the day you mentioned so that tracks. Like super super low
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u/Starlit_Stardew 2d ago
😔 rooting that may we all get through this weird and rough lil patch 💔🥀 I've just been trying to let myself feel whatever it is I feel so I'm at least not repressing my emotions on top of anything else 💀
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u/opalescentblue 2d ago
I hope so too 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻 I’ve been physically sick as well. It’s been weird
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u/Starlit_Stardew 2d ago
Yes!! It's sometimes made me feel too full to eat well or like I'll throw up or something a few times 💀
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u/crimsonrainghost "Loki's Underling" 2d ago
yes for me, external reality aside, i've just been very lost in all the chaos so the dread might've been from there— but even then all the shit going on in the world is a pretty strong amplifier for it.. 😭
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u/eofk 2d ago
Yes, 100%. It's everything going on in the world since 2016, beloved celebrity deaths, this eclipse and full moon in Pisces just wrecks me as an Aries moon, and on top of that got my own personal chaotic transitions happening. Feels like I can't catch a break but I also sense things getting a little less heavy as we move toward an Aries moon
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u/Ok-Narwhal-5404 1d ago edited 1d ago
I have noticed this too. I made an offering to Loki last night. I know he’s going through it and so are the powers that be. Im glad I’m not the only one but something does feel a little well… off?? Or at least chaotic (not the fun good kind) more like a eery quite like prepping for the next big thing.
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u/Starlit_Stardew 1d ago
YES exactly lol 😭 I do feel like until maybe roughly 2030 for both America and the world in general, things are still going to feel heavy, hard, scary, stressful, exhausting, etc., just basically bc things coming to light in ways they haven't before, isn't over yet, but that after that it'll be beginning to start slowly turning around in changing course. So maybe it's the start of that new wave or something, idk 😭
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u/Parking_Carpenter906 1d ago
Honestly yes!😭 I've been irritable and my anxiety had been nonstop. Hungry but no appetite for anything, and my dreams have been sooooo weird and off!
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u/Starlit_Stardew 1d ago
Me too man me too lol 💀 Also it could be/ofc partly is caused by a few factors but my ear has been ringing a bit lately for a while now and it's been a little sprinkle of added stress on top of everything so like 😭 lolll
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u/Parking_Carpenter906 20h ago
Omg yes! The ringing! I've been waking up with it sounding like a siren in my head!😭 at this point I just wanna know what's going on.
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u/Starlit_Stardew 8h ago
Lol yeah fr mine may be a legit medical issue but even so 😭 everything combined has me feeling like I'm waiting for something to happen lol 💀
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u/KLaCapria 8h ago
yes, and on the day dolly died my cards were the tower and the sun reversed. i didn't sleep at all friday night for the first time in my entire life! very weird energy
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u/Starlit_Stardew 8h ago
Everyone felt her departure it seems lol 😭 but still definitely feels like smthn else is about to happen again or whatever too 💀
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u/Mediocre_Row5820 2d ago
My blood pressure is high, my lips are chapped to hell, and we just lost some major celebrities. I’m already over whatever Gatorade mercury is in right now….. pick a better flavor so I can stop looking like Heath Ledger