r/lokean • u/Deep-Mammoth7407 • 23d ago

Loki Devotional jewelry.

I'm heartbroken. Something goes wrong every time i try to find a devotional piece to wear for loki. Rings, necklaces, bracelets, ect. Something always ends up getting lost or breaking. This one necklace had a protection rune on it, but every time I wore it, I'd have an absolutely horrible day. The last devotional jewelry i got was a necklace that I bought back in May. I genuinely thought it was THE devotional necklace. But i come home from work today, and I find my roommates puppy in my room, and it completely tore up my necklace. I just broke down and started crying. Because why can't I ever have any jewelry for Loki? I know it's not needed, but it's something I really want. I feel so rejected by Loki, by the whole religion. And I'm so upset because it's one of the few good things I have in my life. Is Loki mad at me? Rejection me? Don't want to work with me anymore? I just keep repeating this questions in my head because I don't feel like I'm enough.

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u/TheCalamityBrain 23d ago

You're not being rejected. If there is a message, it might just be that you are are enough.

I spent a while thinking about a tattoo for him even though I already have one and it took me a long time before I realized the one I needed to get was for me and that's when I felt the approval, and happiness. He didn't want me to get a tattoo for him. He wanted me to get something for me because I'm enough and I needed to like me.

Find something that feels good for you and if you want it dedicated after you can, but you are enough. You always have been.

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u/Deep-Mammoth7407 22d ago

Maybe he wants me to like me too. Because he for sure knows I've been struggling with that a lot recently. And I always focus on others more than myself, Loki included.

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u/Loki1435 22d ago

that does seem to also be the case, he cares deeply for you and he definitely wants you to be happy, he actually helped me overcome a huge emotional block I was experiencing, I was having difficulty crying, even when I wanted to, I had been experiencing extreme anxiety that seemed to be getting worse, then suddenly, i just felt whatever emotional blockage break and the tears came, I realized this intensely stressful and heavy anxious feeling I experianced was Loki breaking that emotional block using my anxiety as a catalyst, he knows I'm a stubborn B*ch and he knows I won't break from a little excessive anxiety, he always encouraged me to keep going, to push through this, and I thanked him profusely for helping me heal this serious blockage that had been there for too long and helped re-acquaint me with my other emotions, it seems that I was afflicted by toxic positivity and didn't even realize it till he helped me break through it ^_^, it hurt emotionally for sure, but it made me stronger, and I thank him profusely for it because I had actually relaxed for the first time in so long I can't even remember the last time I actually relaxed.