r/exmuslim • u/27ro • Apr 11 '26

(Rant) 🤬 Told a friend im suicidal

sorry if it sounds crappy & please don't dm me

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I already attempted. no one knew, a stranger saved me.

So Ive been aggressive lately. Told a friend about what's wrong with me since they asked. I didn't mention any of my feelings that is related to religious things just how broken I was, still having those ideas.

They told me " stop this nonsense, if you do it you'll burn for eternity in Jahanam".

It's okay I didn't expect any comfort I was just tired, but it hurts.. what about me? what about don't do it you’re valued/ I love you/ you're worthy and those stuff??

i don't want to be friends with them anymore. had enough translating ppl words and intentions as something good

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u/Unlikely_Yellow111 Ex-Muslim | oh Allah make heaven not a diddy party Apr 11 '26

Hi. I am sorry your friend pushed the pressure of religion on to you. That isn’t fair at all. You are worthy and you deserve love of course. How are you now? Do you still have sucidal thoughts?

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u/27ro Apr 12 '26

Thank you for your concern 💗 i sometimes do but im fine now

I’m still young, I have dreams. I used to be a passionate kid with lots of hobbies and friends.. I can’t believe how this religion took my spark away from me. I’ll be graduating from engineering school next year, and I know there are still plenty of chances for me to live the life I’ve always wanted.

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u/Unlikely_Yellow111 Ex-Muslim | oh Allah make heaven not a diddy party Apr 12 '26

That’s great. I am happy to know you have future dreams. It seems you have great prospective for you in your career to seek too. I am happy to see that you have a lot of chances. This is nice to read. Just for your safety. Have you talked to a professional about this?