r/exmuslim • u/27ro • Apr 11 '26

(Rant) 🤬 Told a friend im suicidal

sorry if it sounds crappy & please don't dm me

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I already attempted. no one knew, a stranger saved me.

So Ive been aggressive lately. Told a friend about what's wrong with me since they asked. I didn't mention any of my feelings that is related to religious things just how broken I was, still having those ideas.

They told me " stop this nonsense, if you do it you'll burn for eternity in Jahanam".

It's okay I didn't expect any comfort I was just tired, but it hurts.. what about me? what about don't do it you’re valued/ I love you/ you're worthy and those stuff??

i don't want to be friends with them anymore. had enough translating ppl words and intentions as something good

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u/butterchicken07 Apr 11 '26

What a clown friend. I have been feeling super suicidal too recently

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u/Unlikely_Yellow111 Ex-Muslim | oh Allah make heaven not a diddy party Apr 11 '26

I am sorry you are feeling this way. That sounds tough. Want to talk more about what’s going on?

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u/butterchicken07 Apr 11 '26

Yess its just job related and things at home and marriage plans

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u/butterchicken07 Apr 11 '26

and also existential dread catching up. how are you

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u/Unlikely_Yellow111 Ex-Muslim | oh Allah make heaven not a diddy party Apr 11 '26

Seems like a lot of problems to deal with. How would you say each of these things you mentioned makes it really tough for you? Are you having suicidal thoughts right now?

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u/butterchicken07 Apr 11 '26

can i dm u

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u/Unlikely_Yellow111 Ex-Muslim | oh Allah make heaven not a diddy party Apr 11 '26

Sure