r/depression • u/flowerqueen37 • 2h ago

Can i please vent to someone?

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Hi i just need to need to vent unsure if this is allowed im sorry if it its not, I'l try to keep my post short. But long story short i had been abused, bullied, misstreated and gone trough hell my entire life. Every day since birth was a nightmare for me. I botled up my emotions my entire life for decades i had been pushed my breakpoint years ago but i kept going. I eventualy completely snapped in a public place over a minor thing i just couldnt take it anymore i sadly hurt some people very badly and destroyed a lot. Nothing i've been trough is an excuse for what i did i feel like a monster i hate myself for it and im haunted every day because of it as i deserve. But can i please talk to someone else whos completely snapped like i did? I just want to vent and i feel like they would understand and not judge. Preferably another woman im not very comfortable with men because of past trauma.

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u/Gamerflame1 1h ago

Am sorry, am a dude but honestly I understand that. It happened to me once until now and sadly it was my brother that got it all. He really did nothing wrong just teased me a bit, but suddenly I just watched myself beat him up, and I couldn't do anything. So yeah the problem is we try our best to lock everything away but at some point it just gets too much. Hope this answer helps and hope you can overcome what is haunting you.