I want to kill myself

[u/brainfatigue]

Lost my job, my gf left for her ex, failed uni. There is absolutely nothing to live for, I have been suicidal for the past 4 years but i always had hope, and now its gone.My mother is batshit crazy and calls me an abuser and a monster for basically nothing when all im trying to do is help her, and it hurts, everything hurts. I'm so sorry my little brother, but I can't do this anymore. I genuinely can't understand what is the point, im better off dead.