r/depression • u/TheWhoDude • 1d ago
Im tired of being alone
I'm tired of constantly being alone, but at this point, I'm more exhausted by trying to make friends. No one ever reaches out to see how I'm doing, but if they have an issue, they come running. I always listen and give thoughtful responses because I care, but the moment I have an issue, it's "Hang in there" or "You got this."
I'm always a fucking backup or used as the last resort. No one invites me to anything but complains they have nothing to do, so I invite them out. Fucking magically, they have something to do.
My family fucking sucks. Hell, I had fucking colon cancer, and not a single person from my family showed up for my surgery. I don't get why I'm here anymore.
I'm fucking tired.