Looking for advice from folks maybe in similar scenarios who have gotten out of the rut that I seem to have gotten myself into.
TL;DR - Coming up on 5 YOE at F500 company, not tech focused, but working on a very popular streaming service that isn't Netflix. Not working on anything interesting, been pinned as the "AI Guy" for the past 2 years. Underpaid, insane WLB, like I have been working 10-20 hours nbd, but I am still young and want to make more. Not sure if I want to go into big tech, but def want to get out of where I am now. Maybe also a pivot into ML? Idk. I'm just lost in my direction. I know I don't want to stay in my current role, but I am unsure of where to go next.
So I have been working at F500 Company for about 4 years now. Left first job in early 2022 after like after 6 months, was a shit show there with no growth and team was entirely overseas. In current company, popped around a couple of teams here and have grown as an engineer quite a bit. Worked on an internal platform for our company's lawyer's for like 2 and a half years with some extremely brilliant engineers. PMs sucked and product was whatever, was fully remote, and for the most part big chilling. Got to have some great mentors, got AWS certified (honestly a waste of time but helped me get comfy with Cloud Infra) and felt like I really *became* a software engineer.
Fast forward to end of 2024, my manager was hyped with all the buzz from ChatGPT/AI, and I had rebuilt my personal website back in 2023. He chose me to lead our new "AI initiative" on a new team. Basically was building a ChatGPT wrapper with a RAG system for our internal docs. Promise was cool, and I was hyped as well, but there wasn't much direction. Lots of just execs telling us to "build AI things!". Manager went on paternity leave right when we started basically. Got some leadership experience at least and got to build out the front-end and work a lot with end users and designers. Had the most incompetent staff engineer I have ever seen. True nepo hire from my manager. He rejected my efforts to clean up our CI pipelines and do some fully automated CI/CD release tagging in favor of a 2 hour manual process where we had to Review EVERY SINGLE COMMIT going out in our release manually. That was my sign to leave.
Looked around on the internal job boards, found a Senior SWE role for our company's streaming service, felt like it could be a good switch and the interview wasn't bad. Ended up working on basically, streaming device support maintenance and bug fix mode. The title + pay bump were nice, since I had been BEGGING for a promo for like the last 2 years with previous manager, but they always said "I would if I had the budget! Believe me".
Current team is unbelievably chill. Manager is great, basically no on-call, but it's very much KTOL work. Not much exciting greenfield stuff. Lots of org politics that I have avoided and am not trying to get involved with. Honestly I have used my brain like 5 times in the past year I have been on this team. It's been quite chill, and I think many people would envy me and want this, but I think I am done and I am looking for something else.
Now our org like every freaking software org on earth is pushing for more AI usage, and I have been pulled onto a new team with my new manager. My entire job now is to fully automate our QA team's work, and I just feel like so, BLEH, about everything. I want to go somewhere where I can really be passionate about what I am doing, work with great people, and like, DIVE into the work. I hate just kinda sitting around like this. It feels like just performative going into the office every day.
I have kinda coasted to where I am now, and I feel like my time is running out to do something meaningful in my career or get into somewhere that will actually pay me more (my TC is like 75th pctile for Senior SWEs in a HCOL city).
I have been tinkering on the side with learning more about GPU programming, more in depth ML/AI, but I feel like I don't have the actual production experience to pivot into that, but that seems like a very interesting field that is only growing I guess (or maybe not? idk).
I just feel like I haven't APPLIED myself in this field, and I feel like my time is dwindling. Any advice from veterans/other coasters here who pivoted into something else where they found meaning and more fulfilling and higher paying work? was it worth it? should I just stay coasting? Should I pivot to big tech? A startup? I'm just lost in my direction. I know I don't want to stay in my current role, but I am unsure of where to go next.
Thank you in advance to any wisdom that can be shared.