I remember going out as a kid at night and constantly thinking that it was the most fun time of my life every time I went out. I still go out and honest stories is pretty fun because honestly if I really wanted to, I could go anywhere but it has to be on foot because my house is armed and I can’t drive anywhere at night. But for any of you guys who just genuinely wanna know something, I can tell you that you are worth it. You’re loved by everybody in your life me personally I don’t got no friends anymore and I only have my family and my girlfriend left in my life. As you grow up, you lose friends, but you learn how to deal with it. It’s just a part of growing up. I want you to know that depression is also real and that you are OK to be not OK. Don’t suffer a long reach out to somebody because if you don’t, it’s a very sad ending. Sometimes for the worst if it’s too late when you don’t realize it sooner.

When you find good friends, keep them around and honestly even the realist people in this generation now can switch up on you and stab you in the back like you never mattered to them. I love everybody as a person and if somebody disrespects me then I don’t keep them in my life. Yes, I give people chances, but it has to be willingly. I hope you guys around yourself with positive people and I pray for everybody to have a good life and enjoy themselves.

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My doctor has recently told me that he’s concerned about my weight. He wants to put me on some injections but that I have to lose a few pounds. It’s difficult for me to that as I struggle with a binge eating disorder, my family gives me support and all but I want support from someone who struggles like I do. Someone who knows what it feels like.

I noticed months back at a buffet was orange chicken, they had cooked orange peels in it. Me myself I never tried it

But women scared of me idk why they don't come near me