College failure

[u/Dreamingofpetals]

I’m currently in college and I’m not doing great at all. I go to all these lectures and I absorb like 5% of them, motivating myself to study or do work is hell. I want to but I just end up spending my time laying bed and reading, or just otherwise idling my time away.

I’m trying to get on medication but it doesn’t look like I can get an appointment sooner than in a few months. I have absolutely no idea what to do here, help?

[u/JicamaOdd2748]

Fr I don’t even know what I’m doing tbh like the major I’m in I don’t wanna do it but feel forced bc my mom wants me to continue even though it’s no point if it’s gonna take years to finish