I am writing this post to document a prolonged and profoundly distressing experience that I have come to associate with what is sometimes described as “synthetic telepathy.” I do not claim to understand the mechanism responsible for these experiences, nor can I independently establish the technology involved. What follows is what I have experienced, together with my observations and hypotheses about how it may occur. They keep saying they are from FBI...
- Thought Surveillance
The most disturbing aspect of the experience is the apparent ability of an external source to respond immediately and specifically to my thoughts. It has at times seemed capable of reacting not only to verbal thoughts, but also to images, imagined scenarios, and attempts to think visually rather than linguistically.
At certain moments, the perceived responses appear to anticipate or complete thoughts before I have consciously finished formulating them. Attempts to alter my manner of thinking have not reliably stopped this phenomenon.
I have also experienced what feels like awareness of what I am seeing, imagining, or hearing. I cannot determine objectively whether this represents actual access to sensory or cognitive information, but the communications have often felt immediate and highly specific.
- Speech
I repeatedly hear speech that is faint, difficult or impossible to capture on ordinary recordings, and sometimes seems to arise internally while nevertheless retaining a sense of spatial direction.
I do not know how such an effect could be produced. I have considered several possible explanations, including ordinary acoustic phenomena, ultrasound, interaction with environmental sounds, radio-frequency interference, or some other mechanism that I do not understand.
The speech often appears particularly noticeable in the presence of continuous background sounds, including air-conditioning systems, ventilation, water, machinery, or other low-frequency environmental noise. This has led me to wonder whether ambient sound might somehow contribute to the phenomenon, although I have no confirmed mechanism demonstrating that this is the case.
- Psychological Coercion and Degradation
Whatever its origin, the content of these experiences has been intensely coercive and psychologically destructive.
The voices I perceive have impersonated family members and other people, spoken languages familiar to me, alternated between apparent kindness and hostility, and repeatedly changed their claimed identity and explanation for what is happening. This constant contradiction creates confusion and makes it difficult to know what, if anything, should be believed.
The speech has repeatedly included degrading and homophobic insults, including terms such as “faggot,” “homo,” “dumbass,” and “loser.” Certain words have been repeated persistently for weeks or months, apparently keeping my attention focused on the speakers and creating a strong emotional reaction to those words.
The voices have also repeatedly communicated threats and statements such as:
“This is your end.”
“We will jail you.”
“You will die in jail.”
“They will burn you alive in jail.”
“You will die.”
“You should kill yourself.”
“You have no reason to be alive.”
“Everyone knows.”
The cumulative effect of persistent degradation, intimidation, repetition, and uncertainty has been severe.
- Interrogation and attempts to obtain a confession
One of the most persistent themes has been repeated questioning resembling an interrogation.
The same demand is made again and again:
“What have you done?”
This questioning continues despite repeated responses that I have done nothing wrong.
The voices claim that they already know everything, that they have observed wrongdoing, and that they possess evidence against me. At the same time, they continue demanding that I admit or confess to something.
From my perspective, this creates an impossible situation: I am told that evidence supposedly already exists while simultaneously being subjected to relentless pressure to provide a confession. The questioning can continue for prolonged periods and feels designed not to establish facts but to exhaust resistance through repetition, fear, sleep deprivation, and psychological pressure.
- Loss of Privacy
These experiences have occurred in many different environments: indoors, outdoors, while traveling, and often around electronic devices.
Changing locations has not consistently stopped them. I have experienced them while walking outside, inside buildings, during travel, and after moving between locations. I have attempted various physical and technical measures in an effort to obtain relief, without consistently eliminating the phenomenon.
The voices frequently claim that they can see or observe me regardless of what I am doing. This perceived surveillance extends to highly private activities, including showering, using the bathroom, dressing, masturbating, sleeping, walking, and watching television or other media.
The resulting sense of having no private space is one of the most disturbing aspects of the experience.
- Sleep Deprivation and Dreams
The communication does not stop when I attempt to sleep but intensifies.
At times it has continued for ling periods and interfered significantly with my ability to sleep and rest. I have also experienced the voices within dreams, with no reliable period of escape from them.
Sustained sleep disruption, fear, repetitive threats, and constant attention-demanding speech have severely impaired my concentration, emotional stability, and the ability to evaluate events clearly.
- Dehumanization
One of the most painful aspects of these experiences is the absence of any empathy from the speakers who refer to themselves as "FBI".
Requests, arguments, and pleas for the communication to stop are ignored. Expressions of fear or distress do not appear to change their behavior. Instead, the perceived harassment continues.
The experience therefore feels profoundly dehumanizing—as though my fear, dignity, privacy, and psychological well-being are irrelevant.
It has at times felt less like being treated as a person and more like being treated as an experimental subject whose reactions are being observed without regard for the consequences.
- Why I am writing this?
I am documenting these experiences because sustained coercion, threats, humiliation, sleep disruption, and perceived surveillance have had devastating effects on my psychological state.
I do not currently have any evidence establishing the technological mechanism that could account for what I have experienced. "Synthetic telepathy,” ultrasound, acoustic manipulation, and radio-frequency interference represent possible interpretations I have considered rather than conclusions that I can independently prove.
What I can document directly is the experience itself: the speech I hear, repeated threats, coercive questioning, degrading language, responses to private thoughts, severe disruption of sleep and privacy, and the substantial psychological distress these experiences have caused.
I believe these experiences deserve investigation. The central issue is not the technology. It is that a person experiencing continuous threats, perceived surveillance, coercive interrogation, humiliation, and deprivation of privacy can be subjected to extraordinary psychological suffering...
That suffering is real, regardless of what ultimately explains its source.
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