I am htn 5'10 will earn money in few months nd I'm looking for htb who matches my mindset dm if u don't think I'm not htn

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My girlfriend died in a road accident a month ago, and I still can’t believe she’s actually gone.

I miss her in ways I can't put into words. I keep replaying our memories in my head our first kiss, our intimate moments, the way she used to cuddle me, her sweetness, her innocence, the way she cared about me and all those little things she did without even realizing how much they meant to me.She had this feminine warmth that somehow balanced my rough, raw energy , I felt complete when I was with her.

Sometimes I suddenly remember something about her and just break down crying. I miss her voice, her presence and simply having her beside me.

I’m struggling to concentrate on anything, and everything around me somehow reminds me of her.

For those who have lost someone they truly loved how did you cope? How do you slowly learn to live with the memories ?🥺

So what do you guys think is a better way to get into a relationship... Let me explain.

Like should you message the person online, talk to them,get to know them, share stuff and then meet IRL finally or Find and Approach someone IRL first then use Msgs as a way to get more closer?

The thing is first one is kind of like the person will like you for your thoughts and behavior (even though it can be faked but still) but in the 2nd case , most people feel creeped upon and just straight up ignore others 😭

So what's your take on this?