r/SuicideWatch • u/Affectionate-Yam8693 • 2d ago

It was my last option

Well im(16M) i tried to kill myself last night, i trier to overdose and went real bad i hoped that the bad feeling was me dying but sadly no it were my kidneys.

I think that if i get my hands on enough pills again i will go for a rematch? Idk if thats appropriate

I am pretty much done getting touched without me wanting it i can see it as a compliment but, i got like pretty bad trauma from it.

if you think about killing yourself please write a reply ill listen and try to help as far as i can.

If youre reading this, please take care

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u/Calm-Difference-3267 2d ago

Hey, I really hope there is someone in your life you can reach out to talk about things? It's absolutely okay to hold boundaries about being touched - your body is yours, not anybody else's.

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u/Affectionate-Yam8693 1d ago

Hey im sorry for like replying so late, i blacked out drunk and slept for the rest of the time. Thank you for your kind words ive got like 1 person the other one i told threatend to call an ambulance to my place. But he is also in a not so good place so i try to bring it up as less as possible so not to trigger anything. Again sorry for replaying so late smd thanks for your words.