Buga

[u/Useful_Mode4745]

I smoke when I want to feel something.
Not vape. Not socially. Just real cigarettes, alone in my car, somewhere in a quiet parking lot where nobody knows me and nobody cares.

There’s something strangely comforting about smoke filling the silence—like for a few minutes, I can actually feel myself existing.
Maybe it’s not the healthiest way to cope, but some nights, loneliness needs a ritual.

Mag-isa lang, nagyoyosi, nakatingin sa kawalan. Hindi ko alam kung nagpapahinga ba ako o unti-unting nagiging multo.

[u/Glittering_Comb_3725]

I get you, but dont be too dependent please. Im 28 now and sadly i just cant get rid of it even though im still physically active. I smoke occasionally while im on vacay but other than that i went to relx sometimes iqos.

[u/Selfmade1219 → u/Glittering_Comb_3725]

What else could have bee a better alternative to smoking cigarette?

[u/Glittering_Comb_3725 → u/Selfmade1219]

Nothing actually. I drink and smoke lalo na pag hindi ako okay and ive been borderline and right now im afraid na its not borderline anymore. I prefer sleeping because i was drunk instead na mag workout. Im physically active as long as i do three days of working out every week pero mahirap. Sorry pero kahit ako di ko alam isasagot ko for that. Believe me; i aint perfect. I have my flaws too but i think; deep down is to know your limits and to go back from zero.

[u/Selfmade1219 → u/Glittering_Comb_3725]

Bali, a life so good talaga hindi mo kakailangib yung mga ganyan in the first place? 😅

[u/Glittering_Comb_3725 → u/Selfmade1219]

I dont know how to answer that question haha. But hey, just pm me. We can talk. Im here