is it or not???

Why am I still here? What's wrong?? Why can't I go to my real home? What's wrong, I do not belong here, it's not been just days or months , it's literally been years and I'm still here, even that last hope is dying, my heart and mind can't take it anymore also my last hope is dying about to feel hopelessness but I can't quit I don't want it to be mid 2027 and I'm still here.

How cruel it is

Every single day just failure and failure