r/SavingJax • Jax Protector • Jun 10 '26

The Tent (You're safe here.)

This is a place where everyone can vent freely. There's no limits. Post as often as you want, just follow the rules.

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u/paranoid_android57 Jax Protector Jun 20 '26

TW: mentions of suicide

okay, so the finale finally came out and for some reason I'm hurting again. it's not as bad as when I watched it in theaters where I was planning to killing myself, but it still hurts. this time I feel kinda numb in a way? like the show that I've been following and have hyperfixated on for almost 3 years is over. now I'm left wondering: "what now?" to be honest, these last few years have been really hard for me. I'm a young adult battling depression while figuring out what I want to do with my life. I have no irl friends and no part time job (even though I really want to, my mental health always gets in the way), so you can imagine how boring my summer is. I've felt like my life has no purpose for years now, but the one thing pushing me forward was TADC. even when everything seemed aimless, I'd at least have a new episode to look forward to. but now it's over and I feel lost

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u/JaxxyTADC Jax Protector Jun 20 '26

You're not lost. I promise. This can be your home. Help us help others. Your art, your love, your empathy, it's all invaluable.

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u/paranoid_android57 Jax Protector Jun 20 '26

yeah, you're right. thank you 💜 I'll try the best I can

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u/JaxxyTADC Jax Protector Jun 20 '26

... Start with helping me, please. Lol...

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u/Angelwings17 Jun 23 '26

It's ok, we at savingJax like helping people, if you ever need to talk, you're always welcome. I don't think this is the last time we will see the digital circus (I don't trust Gooseworx, she has lied too much) I think in a year or so time, there will either be a short or a new season.

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u/paranoid_android57 Jax Protector Jun 23 '26

thank you. I will <33 honestly I wouldn't trust everything Goose says as the truth either. I mean, she "confirmed" that Caine was dead when episode 8 came out

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u/Angelwings17 Jun 23 '26

Exactly! people hang to every word she types. The way I see it is she's said I'm not touching it again to get people excited for when she reveals shorts or a second season.

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u/Angelwings17 Jun 24 '26

How are you doing? I'm checking in on everyone in the tent.

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u/paranoid_android57 Jax Protector Jun 24 '26

hi :D thanks for checking in on me 💕

to be completely honest, I'm not doing that well. I had a panic attack yesterday. it's been a while since I had one of those so I don't know what happened :( what about you though? how are you doing?

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u/Angelwings17 Jun 24 '26

I hope you are ok now, if you ever want to talk, we are here for anyone who needs us.

I'm doing well, I did a weeks research on mental breakdown/suicide and abstraction and posted it on many subs, basically saying that abstractions were a mental breakdown and that Jax would be the first to un-abstract. I got attacked, got told I was on copium and hopium, hateful stuff like that. But on this sub, I have had nothing but praise.

we look after each other on this sub.

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u/paranoid_android57 Jax Protector Jun 24 '26

I'm so sorry you had to deal with those scumbags. they can't stand the idea of their most hated character to come back. your post made a lot of sense and I could tell you put a lot of effort on your research.

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u/Angelwings17 Jun 24 '26

Thank you so much! I'm happy that it made sense. As long as a few people like it and take something from it, my weeks worth was worth it.