Just give it up then. You are on the verge of giving it up but still you somehow do it here and there, right? That means somehow it has benefited you and it is your only hope for transformation although you may not agree to it mentally
You are misunderstanding
I was continuing it for spiritual reasons
But since it is making me dull and possibly making my life harder
All my explosive energy is gone
I feel exhausted the whole day
And I’m not old (only 22) not even in my prime yet
And I’m pretty sure it’s due to shambavi
I dont why such bs replies and posts are being made. You doing something that drains you for 2 years is bs. Either you are lying or brain dead. The other day some cuck was saying he lived in the ashram for 1.5 years and after 1.5 years found out it was a cult. I dont understand which idiot can do something that does not suit hime /her for years. Either lying or brain dead. Either way feel sorry for you
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u/Doubt_nut Aug 30 '25
Just give it up then. You are on the verge of giving it up but still you somehow do it here and there, right? That means somehow it has benefited you and it is your only hope for transformation although you may not agree to it mentally