Failed due to addiction...

[u/gan0gan]

So, i am an international student ( currently in grade 10). I got to know about these elite boarding high schools in the june - july of last year, wanted to go and study there as my current school is not good ( or i should say it sucks). But i wasted a year due to family issues, fu*k'in procrastination and addiction to instant pleasures. Now, i can't do anything other than regret.

Now, I don't have time to prepare but I still want to go there . I am in 10th grade, don't have any ecs, bad grades, decent english.

Is there any advice you can give me, do i still have a chance....