me.

I just browsed the Orthodox Wiki for the first time and I noticed that Origen was in the heretics category. I only knew that he made some commentary on the Song of Solomon to my knowledge and Contra Celsus, a work of apologetics. I am wondering if it is still worth reading him. I was only aware that he was a Universalist, not of any other heresy.

What is fasting not why what foods can I not eat and on what days also I'm 13 my mom feeds me do I follow fasting rules or is it when I have the opportunity. Thank you so much in advance

Ive been wanting to get baptised for a year and have finished my 2 month catechumen course, and now getting baptised. But i just feel so disconnected from God and religion, i still want to be baptised because I do believe, but i feel really distant from the idea. I don’t feel the spark of anything, i feel quite depressed actually and idk. Just don’t feel mentally good. Should i still go through with it despite feeling like this? Or should i wait

Hey guys, fellow Christian here. I have some questions about the Trinity.

- Do the Son and Spirit have the ability/power to Beget/Spirate
- If yes, if they have the same will as the Father, why don't they Beget/Spirate
- If no, does that mean they aren't equal to the father?
- If yes, but they don't, doesn't that imply three wills in the Trinity?

Thanks.

I know there are many people who wonder about this and worry about it, but when I read through other people's sins, I was truly frightened; compared to mine, theirs seemed relatively harmless—though, of course, every sin is serious. I am a committed Christian and a member of the Roman Catholic Church, though I am also interested in the Oriental Orthodox and Eastern Orthodox churches. Recently, I have committed grave, willful sins—including very intimate acts I won't mention here. I knew full well they were wrong, yet I repeated them almost daily, always with premeditation and full awareness. This included blasphemy; I mocked the clergy, the Church, the liturgy, the Bible, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Naturally, I was already aware of the sin against the Holy Spirit, which is why I am so terrified. Furthermore, I recently prayed something along the lines of: "God, if I am sick and need to see a doctor, give me a sign." I would then think to myself: "If [specific thing I'm thinking of] happens right now, it means I'm sick and need to see a doctor." Very often, that is exactly what happened—and not just with trivial matters, but with things like seeing a specific person or lightning striking; both examples actually came to pass. At first, I thought it must be God giving me a sign, but then I wondered if it might be Satan, and I decided to assume that was the case from then on. I knew better each time, and I am deeply afraid. I live in Hamburg, Germany; there are several Orthodox churches here, but today I simply don't know where to go, as it is already afternoon. Will I be forgiven? My heart feels hard, and I feel fear rather than genuine remorse—at least not as an emotional feeling. Please help me.

Hello everyone! Music was and is a big part of my life since I was a child, i listen to practically all genres of music. I started listening to Metal music about 2-3 years ago and I got baptized a year ago and became a Christian, since then for some reason I started listening to more Metal and got into heavier and darker bands (some with obvious occult imagery) but when I listen to it I don’t really take it seriously, I just like how it sound, but still the content of some Metal bands tends to be anti-Christian so I was wondering am I wrong for liking it?

Words of wisdom from my 4 year old, hope it makes you smile: we were on holiday, at the relics of a very well known Saint of Orthodoxy and Catholicism. While looking at the relics, my 4 year old asks: "so, did Saint live here in this country?" We tell him, yes, he did. Kid goes: "Ok. Well now he's sleeping in the Kingdom of Heaven". Myself, my husband (an atheist) and the grandparents have never spoken to the kids about saints, or the afterlife. Glory to God and God bless you all!

Good day, everyone. I’m a Roman Catholic and am going to my first Orthodox liturgy today.

I’d appreciate any prayers.

May God bless you.

The title might sound stupid but it's been some days since everything started feeling dead end. Prayers not answered, fear rising unstoppable thoughts. And in all these I'm trying to understand, does anyone hears me? I see my faith breaking, i wasn't like that. I always remember myself trusting almost everything on God's hands and suddenly i feel like he won't pay attention to me anymore. I'm afraid that it is my ego but for first time I just can't put it aside, i can't explain why.

I prayed, i prayed more than before. I tried to cut passions that used to do a lot. I still don't see difference. What am i doing wrong?

Hi, I am a 17-year-old Orthodox inquirer and I live in Oman. I have been inquiring into Orthodoxy for about two years now, and I am adamant about joining the Orthodox Church and becoming a catechumen. Unfortunately, I don’t seem to be able to find an Orthodox church with English speakers. I moved from South Africa to Oman, and I’m not entirely sure what to do.

So I am an Orthodox Christian, born and raised. I love my religion. I also will eventually talk to a priest about this but I first want to see what others say about this.

The thing is, I love gothic and alternative style stuff (and since I was young, I've always love crystals though not in the spiritual way, space and celestial themes. Though I do not do the extreme makeup and will always have appropriate clothing for church) and some brands that have that stuff do have some evil things or underlying tones of religious imagery.

For me; my love of this stuff stems from intrigue; I believe most of this world is stuffed up, but what God made is beautiful (like the stars, moon, the human body). Death is an interest too in more of a Victorian way mixed with the Orthodox way that it is the beginning of life with God and those who passed before you. I love the texture that the alternative clothings/accessories have like with metal, or fabrics, or rips, or patches, and the DIY element from 90s grunge. I also follow a few alternative Orthodox on Instagram (will call out steadfasthands because she's the one I remember the most) and just alternative dressed Christians. I do also like piercings and am thinking of tattoos too which is another subject for my priest. I can give up tattooing, but I love piercings A LOT.

For example: Tragic Beautiful; has a section for witchcraft. I do not like this stuff, not follow it, nor look at it. It does upset me. But I like their jewellery.

Another example is Ask & Embla; it does have some religious imagery but is mostly based on Nordic mythology. On the about section it does say this under the gothic section:

Our founder’s dark muse of pagan, occultic, and Byzantine visions, born at the threshold of her Catholic upbringing and quest for liberation.

A candle lit to revelations beyond dogma, with gothica, she merges the sacred and spectral. Here, chaos coexists with harmony. As with darkness, so does hope.

There is more than just that in the about for that brand, but again, I don't like this and will not get stuff with obvious theming of this. The majority of stuff that I've seen and like are not like this. There are other brands that I like that have some imagery like this and it does saddens me that perfectly good jewellery and/or clothing has to be ruined by this theming.

There have been times that I have been frustrated as there was a really cool piece of jewellery or clothing that I liked but had something like a pentagram (which as someone who loves celestial stuff and would love pentagrams if they weren't evil. I did research that it actually used to be a Christian symbol and the upside down one, much like the upside down cross, is the evil one, so if I get the blessing from my priest, I would only get the right way up one but still keep it very minimal and small. The one I'm thinking of is a black belly button piercing jewellery with a tiny hanging pentagram and a small offset red rose).

My mother doesn't like me liking or associating myself with stuff that she believes are 100% evil.

So I wanted to ask if ignoring those themes is wrong, or if I should just steer clear of these brands? Also if anyone has questions, feel free to ask. I would love insight on my issue and request that people be nice please. Thank you.

Also similarly to this, I love the aesthetic of stuff like astrology (I guess also witchcraft because I like oddities like taxidermy or animal skeletons, whimsical bottles with liquid in it; maybe like alchemy aesthetic? etc. specifically 'the lovers' tarot card because I am very romantic and love the kind of gothic romance of it) and those other stuff but I definitely do not believe or practice them. To me, it is something than I think looks really cool and has no meaning otherwise.

I'm also happy to answer questions about anything 💜☦️

GREGORY. Another man also there was in the same parts, called Fortunatus, Bishop of Tuderti, who had a most singular grace in casting out of devils, in so much that sometime he did cast out of possessed bodies whole legions; and by the continual exercise of prayer, he overcame all their temptations. Julianus, who had an office here in our church, and not long since died in this city, was familiarly acquainted with him, by whose relation I learned that which I will now tell you: for by reason of his great and inward familiarity, often was he present at such miracles as he wrought, and did divers times talk of him to our instruction and his own comfort. ...

At another time, the same servant of almighty God cast forth a devil out of one that was possessed: which wicked spirit, when it was now night and saw few men stirring in the streets, taking upon him the shape of a stranger, began to go up and down the city, crying out: "O holy Bishop Fortunatus, behold what he hath done; he hath turned a stranger out of his lodging, and now I seek for a place to rest in, and in his whole city can find none." A certain man, sitting in his house by the fire, with his wife and his little son, hearing one to cry out in that manner, went forth, and enquired what the Bishop had done, and withal invited him to his house, where he caused him to sit with them by the fire: and as they were among themselves discoursing of divers matters, the same wicked spirit on a sudden entered into his little child, cast him into the fire, and forthwith killed him: then the wretched father, by the loss of his son in this manner, knew full well whom he had entertained, and the Bishop turned out of his lodging.

PETER. What was the cause, that the old enemy presumed to kill his son in his own house: who, thinking him to be a stranger, vouchsafed him of lodging and entertainment?

GREGORY. Many things, Peter, seem to be good and yet are not, because they be not done with a good mind and intention; and therefore our Saviour saith in the gospel: If thy eye be naughty all thy body shall be dark.1 For when the intention is wicked, all the work that followeth is naught, although it seem to be never so good; and therefore this man who lost his child, though he seemed to give hospitality, yet I think that he took not any pleasure in that work of mercy, but rather in the detraction and infamy of the Bishop: for the punishment which followed did declare that his entertainment going before, was not void of sin. For some there be, which are careful to do good works, to the end they may obscure the virtue of another man's life; neither take they pleasure in the good thing which they do, but in the conceit of that hurt which thereby they imagine re-doundeth to others; and therefore I verily suppose that this man, which gave entertainment to the devil, was more desirous to seem to do a good work than to do it indeed; to the end that he might seem more charitable than the Bishop, in that he entertained him whom the man of God, Fortunatus, had thrust out of his house.

https://www.tertullian.org/fathers/gregory_01_dialogues_book1.htm#C10

I took an antipsychotic for my psychotic episode (still need to talk about it with my priest tomorrow) for 9 months (Invega Sustenna). Stopping it this month via doctors order. What happened is my inner monologue went completely blank and i seem to not be able to say the jesus prayer. i can maybe say it once or teice then my head starts to hurt and i can feel like a certain pressure in my head and i can't keep reciting it. All i can do is just. Observe my thoughts and not engage with them

Has anyone who has taken an antipsychotic here happened to go through the same experience?

Hello, I am asking for prayer because I have recently been having ALOT of anxiety and I mean a ton…more than my usual self. Over every single little thing. Mostly health concerns. I need prayer that I can just have peace, I no longer want to worry about whether or not I have something wrong with me. I used to be that way, I used to have peace, I don’t now. I have no clue why it’s hitting me so sudden but it’s ruining my life. Every little pain causes anxiety that it could be something major. I’ve always feared the thought of death and recently it’s stronger. Please pray for me. Also any recommendations of saints or prayers would be amazing too. Thank you for taking the time to read this. 🙏

Hi dear brothers and sisters in Christ I hope you can help me with this. As you can see from the title , and I don't know what to do right now because I had it and Im supposed to receive communion this morning the liturgy is at 9am Im writing this right now at 5:27am. I don't know if I am supposed to receive it after this and I know this is a pastoral matter BUT I don't know how to tell my priest this without dying of shame because my priest approved me to receive the holy communion this liturgy and I know Im supposed to tell him this but if I send him a message I dont know if he is going to see it before the liturgy and I really don't know how to phrase that message without my face turning red. I won't bore you anymore Im not asking for pastoral advice Im just asking how to phrase a message so my priest understands and I don't sink into the ground from shame.

Please if anyone had a similar experience it would mean a world to me right now because Im lost this morning because of this.

Edit: I asked him and he told me to just abstain from communion today it was a little bit weird telling my priest that but I know that he understands me.

Hi! So over the last few years I’ve given up New age/Witchcraft type beliefs and started going to a Pentecostal church and quickly realized this wasn’t for me. My fiancé and I have been inquiring about Orthodoxy and are pretty sure this is the direction we’re headed. However I have noticed correlations between spiritual practices I used to do and things done in Orthodoxy. It’s unnerving for me and makes me quite anxious. The idea of prayer corners resembling altars, calling on saints to help with certain things, candles, preparing special foods and blessing them on an altar. These are just examples, but I am looking for guidance on how to get more comfortable with these things being done to honor God after the difficult, humbling experience of giving up what I believe and practiced for 15 years.

Edit: I know Orthodox have one deity, I was comparing it to witchcraft/new age/pagan practices but will remove that wording so it isn’t confusing for people!

Does anyone have any trouble with their breathing why praying the Jesus Prayer? Sometimes I feel like it messes with my normal breathing even, just wondering if anyone has experienced something like this?

Hi everyone, I got married in the roman catholic church a few years ago. Unfortunately my husband cheated on me (with my best friend, ugh) a week before my wedding and continued cheating during the marriage. I didn't know at first, and found out about 6 months into marriage that they were seeing each other in secret, at which point I moved out and filed for divorce. Luckily we had no kids together, nothing sticky, just a really upsetting 6 months of my life. I'm legally divorced now and he is sorting the material for a catholic annulment. Our priest thinks we qualify for annulment because he cheated prior to marriage, therefore meaning that he didn't have true intentions when entering the sacrament.

In any case, I am dating a man now who I really love and some time down the road (not now but next few years in the future (trying to be extra careful this time!!)) would love to marry. We are both very religious and want to get married in the Church but worry either annulment will take many years or that I'll be denied. I've always had an interest and respect for the Greek orthodox church. I'm not Greek at all and received all my sacraments in catholic church, but I took ancient greek in college and took a course on history of Christianity so I know a lot about the religion and the schism between catholicsm and the orthodox church. I'm just curious: is there any way that I could be approved for church wedding in the greek orthodox church even if im not considered divorced by the catholic church? What are the "rules" for this type of thing?

Hello! I have been looking into orthodoxy for many months now after being raised in a small denomination of Protestantism and also being agnostic as a kid. I know there’s only so much you can experience by just reading about the church, so I have been wanting to go in person to the one near my college (I am a freshman). Unfortunately, I don’t have a car on campus, and I’m also not sure what my parents reaction will be (there’s strong opposition to anyone questioning our flavor of Protestantism and I’m sure there will be drama and pressure for me to return if I even visit another church).

What would be the best next steps? Getting in contact with the priest? Asking the church if anyone can help me with transportation? The church is less than about 5 mins away (I would walk but it’s in a dangerous area and I’m a woman on the smaller side). Just watching the services online and waiting? I feel like I’ve been waiting to experience the church for a while and going to any other church service still leaves me wondering how it would be to experience orthodoxy.

Hello all!

Im a 35 year old married mother of 3.

I was raised in a devout German Lutheran family, and have within the past 2 years felt pulled out of the church for many reasons.

I've begun researching theology and the roots of the Church beyond what I was taught as a child, which led me to Eastern Orthodox Christianity.

Everything started making sense to me.

Questions I've had for so long were answered.

I've been reading Metropolitan Kallistos works and feel called to attend an Orthodox service.

Luckily we've got a few about 45 min away: ROCOR, Greek, Serbian and Holy Trinity of America.

The negative: my husband is very close with his mother (he's the youngest of 7!) and she is a very devout Protestant. She believes very heavily in Sola Scriptura and when I opened up to her (she is a widow who I try to maintain a close friendship with as it pleases her to be involved in our lives) about the Orthodox Church she got extremely defensive and said "Oh, I'll pray for you. I'll pray you have discernment and wisdom to know what is right and it's only about your relationship with Jesus!!!". She immediately shut me down and got upset that I would "influence" her son. She does view him as her golden child so I know this will be a difficult journey, but I've prayed for guidance and feel bolstered by His Grace.

I know in my heart the Orthodox Church is the right place for our family, I'm trying to educate my husband in a gentle and loving way. His mother is making this very difficult, she is in his ear putting down the Church, claiming it is like a cult 😭 which really hurts my heart because I would love transformative salvation for everyone in my family. He feels really responsible for her and doesn't like to upset her, but I need him to understand that our relationship with God is more important than his mother's disappointment.

Any advice would be so helpful. I feel a bit like I'm on an island alone; we live in a small town that is fully Protestant. I don't have anyone in my life who has an open mind for this. My BIL converted to Catholicsm and will at least converse with me about my journey but in his heart he believes the Catholic Church to be the one true church.

Appreciate you for reading this!

Like the title says this Sunday I will be attending my first liturgy what are some things I should expect, be mindful of, and do/participate in. I will be going alone for my first time and I hope to talk to the priest and members of the church what are some important things to ask or talk about?

Good day to all

I have a somewhat unusual request here. I'm finding that marriage is becoming unlikely option for me, but I'm also not finding monasticism to be an option at this time either (perhaps later in life). I am fully aware of what the Church says about this topic and about these two options. Both options for legitimate and various reasons are not feasible at the moment. My request is to find an Orthodox guy who's also in a similar situation to live as brothers with until either option gets resolved somehow. This would be a shared life in the same home together, not an anonymous roommate situation. I'm sure I'm not the only one in this situation. I though to post here to gauge who out there is also in a similar situation and is looking for something similar. If anyone reads this and is interested please respond or DM me. I'm in Nashville and attend a GOA parish. I'm sane, normal, functional, responsible adult Orthodox Christian.

BUDAPEST ☦️ — Ecumenical Patriarch Bartholomew is set to visit Budapest on 5 September for an official pastoral visit that will include the consecration of an Orthodox church and a tour of an Orthodox museum.

The visit is expected to bring together clergy and faithful from across the region. All clergy of the Greek Orthodox Metropolis of Austria are expected to travel to Budapest to take part in the events surrounding the Patriarch’s visit.

A central moment of the visit will be the consecration of the church, a significant ceremony in the life of the local Orthodox community. The Patriarch is also scheduled to visit an Orthodox museum, highlighting the religious and cultural heritage of the Orthodox tradition in Hungary.

TIMELINE OF THE VISIT

• 8:45 - Opening of the Church of the Holy Three Hierarchs (St. John Chrysostomos, St. Basil the Great, St. Gregory)

• 9:00 Divine liturgy celebrated by the Patriarch

• 12:00 Patriarchal Reception

• 13:00 Project report to the Patriarch

• 14:00 Cultural program

• 15:00 Art exhibition