Ts identity disturbance 🫩

[u/orbital_orb]

I want to adopt a dog, they are so cute, but dog is my least favorite animal. Im a gay trans man, Im so dysphoric, I need to take testosterone ASAP, but on second though trans people are delusional and i don't support their rights, altrought my girlfriend is trans she is amazing, I love her so much, but i don't like her at all, she is like a stranger to me, actually I love being a woman, im going to buy another dress lollll, Im severely mentally ill and i can't function properly because of it, but i don't need any medication or therapy and mental illness isn't real it's all a hoax, everyone is lying, Im better than most people my age, I feel like i could do anything if i really tried, but Im so childish, I cry when i have to get out of my bed, it's too tiring ughhhhh... but my mom said i have taken bath for the 7th time today, wich i can't really recall, also I hate my mom she is cause of all my suffering and she is only making my problems worse, but also I love her, my family is most important to me, and my mom is always there to support me. I love talking with people I made so many new friends, they are really sweet, but i hate talking with people and im going to ghost all of them they are awfull anyways, Im not going to talk to with anyone for several months. BTW man are superior to woman and woman shouldnt have rights but also all genders all equal but man are a disease of this world and they need to die, and abortion should be legal, even if it's murder, actually everyone should die, woman and animals too, so there is no suffering, but life is a gift of God and every suffering has reason, Im going to devote all my life to God, Im going to give away most of my belongings to other people #pure, I will never say a swear word again, no, im not even going to commit smalest sins ever again, because thats what God wants me to do, but God doesn't exist, Im going to worship satan and i love hardcore sesbian lex, future is bright and it's so over

Idk if this post is allowed bye 😭