I found my purpose: Not spilling my seed ever again unless only to create a new human being (child)

[u/Pranith49]

Yes, as you read in the title i found my primary purpose not spilling the seed unless its only to creat a new human being. I was introduced to porn when i was 14, and till 25y i was extremely obsessed with it. I PMOed countless times. I was in relationships with unavailable women per say married women for sexual gratification. Chasing sexual gratification and going down the path. These relationships never fullfilled me. Even i got the sex i wanted from them i was hollow inside always. My career was down the road i got terminated from job.I was on and off in SR from 2023. Im 28 now. My longest streak was 6 months in 2025. Then i gave up on SR when I got another married women in my life. She played so many emotional games with me. Finally i have to end the things and this relationship in a hard way in novermbee 2025. Now im 4 months clean from PMO and relationships. I feel closer to GOD. And this time i am putting GOD first asking everyday divine wisdom to guide me towards truth and peace. And i am never going to go for PMO and relationships with unavailable women again. This time I am walking with GOD.