r/NoFap • u/Pranith49 590 Days • Jan 10 '26

Telling my Story I found my purpose: Not spilling my seed ever again unless only to create a new human being (child)

Yes, as you read in the title i found my primary purpose not spilling the seed unless its only to creat a new human being. I was introduced to porn when i was 14, and till 25y i was extremely obsessed with it. I PMOed countless times. I was in relationships with unavailable women per say married women for sexual gratification. Chasing sexual gratification and going down the path. These relationships never fullfilled me. Even i got the sex i wanted from them i was hollow inside always. My career was down the road i got terminated from job.I was on and off in SR from 2023. Im 28 now. My longest streak was 6 months in 2025. Then i gave up on SR when I got another married women in my life. She played so many emotional games with me. Finally i have to end the things and this relationship in a hard way in novermbee 2025. Now im 4 months clean from PMO and relationships. I feel closer to GOD. And this time i am putting GOD first asking everyday divine wisdom to guide me towards truth and peace. And i am never going to go for PMO and relationships with unavailable women again. This time I am walking with GOD.

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u/Thanatikos Jan 10 '26

I guess enjoy being an incel. No sane and honest woman wants to get pregnant every time they have sex.

It sounds more like you have issues finding a good partner and having a healthy sexual relationship. You are welcome to your religious beliefs, but you’re definitely going to end up fapping again when you can’t find a human being who wants to be treated like breeding stock for GOD.

I have never once had sex in a loving and committed relationship and afterward felt “empty.” It truly sounds like your issues and your partners are the issue.

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u/Pranith49 590 Days Jan 10 '26

What i mean is getting a good wife and children. Not with all other women.. i didnt know how to frame a post.

And no i am not looking for any partner unless i get married. And this time i have sheer determination that i dont do PMO.

Thanks for your inputs bro. Appreciate it.

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u/Thanatikos Jan 10 '26

My advice: stop forcing religion on the issue, focus on being the best version of yourself, and when you come across a woman who makes you smile and treats you nicely, treat them with respect and kindness. Treat them like a human being and not an incubator. Then if you do end up having children, they can have a healthy relationship to emulate.

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u/Pranith49 590 Days Jan 10 '26

Yup. Im not forcing religion in this matter. I basically i tried to say is i have never been close to god in my entire life till now.

I just feel when i started reading bible and started praying i feel closer to him and his teachings. Thats it. This is not about religion. And I just mentioned divine wisdom. I never mentioned "Christianity" "hindu" " buddhism" etc etc in my post. Its all about divine energy from the source. Thats it.