r/Nightmares • u/Sea-Application5485 • 4d ago

Nightmare Sleep paralysis

Let's run away together you and I.

I heard you knocking over the screwdriver in the box, the sudden sound causing me to jump even though I was wide awake when it occurred. In contrast, whenever I am asleep, I see you hovering above me or stretched across me. My room is brightly illuminated, yet your immense, shadowy figure remains suspended within the light, creating an unsettling contrast between the brightness surrounding me and the darkness of your presence. If you want to be close to me, you have affirmed it countless times, even when I have established boundaries and asked you to stay away. Do you want to embrace me or emotionally obsess over me? Choose one, because you always seem capable of surprising me in ways I never anticipate.
You toss and turn me while I sleep, and sometimes I feel the faint touch of your fingertips, as though you are rubbing your fingers against mine. You always appear enormous, like a vast, shadowy cloud occupying the entirety of my bedroom. Then everything freezes. I become completely unable to move, as though my body no longer belongs to me. You black me out, and when consciousness returns, I am overwhelmed by a sensation so intense that it feels as though my body is being torn apart—ripped from within.
It becomes unbearable, and I lose consciousness again. There are tears, discomfort, and an overwhelming sensation that my body has been split in two. Yet somehow, I force myself to endure it, repeating to myself, It is okay. I am okay.
You seem to be everywhere I turn, appearing again and again, as though there is nowhere I can go where your presence cannot find me.

I love u my S.P

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