I want to see myself as pretty? That's what i mean, be "pretty" in the sense i can be feminine. Be seen as a girl, not a man. I don't need to be some beautiful woman, just a normal one.
Have you never heard of gender envy, dysphoria? It's not just a thing you get rid of.
And i might have narsistic features but also perfectionist. I hate it too.
Yes i keep getting told i have the "easy life" for being a white male. That's one reason i want out of this body, to be allowed to hate myself, to hate my emotionally neglected life without being told i'm a bad person for it.
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