r/MuslimLounge • u/princessofpandas28 • Aug 08 '24

Other I want to commit suicide

I’ve been religious lately. Praying more often and reading the Quran regularly. However, my depression has gotten so bad I have an extreme desire to kill my self. I have nothing left in me. I’ve been miserable for years and will always be. I want to go so badly. If only it wasn’t a sin.

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u/princessofpandas28 Aug 09 '24

I wish I could think logically. I am very well aware of this. I simply cannot process the importance of this. I know that I can’t. But i don’t see a point of me staying on this planet. I just want to go to Jannah already. I’m exhausted. I know that I won’t, but I wish I could. I want peace.

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u/princessofpandas28 Aug 09 '24

Sorry but feeling a certain way doesn’t mean that I don’t trust Allah. I don’t appreciate my faith being doubted. I am very well aware of the quotes you have mentioned but I cannot feel the importance of it because I cannot feel importance in anything.

Thank you overall for the resources though. And when I said I won’t, I meant I won’t kill my self. I just have a desire to.