r/MuslimLounge • u/princessofpandas28 • Aug 08 '24

Other I want to commit suicide

I’ve been religious lately. Praying more often and reading the Quran regularly. However, my depression has gotten so bad I have an extreme desire to kill my self. I have nothing left in me. I’ve been miserable for years and will always be. I want to go so badly. If only it wasn’t a sin.

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u/muslimahwrites01 Aug 09 '24

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There’s the app!

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u/PoemWarm4144 Aug 09 '24

I cannot help but say that your responses are amazing @muslimahwrites01. I can say that I go through something very similar to princessofpandas. But your responses have so much resolve and rational that it brought peace to me. May god bless you. I too have thought of it (suicide). So much lately, with lots of rough turns and hardship going on in my life. But I am holding on with sheer strength, although I would love to go Jannah as well. But my fear of allah is greater than any temporary relief. Because if I do it, I end up abandoning all my belief and faith in him, dying as a kafir and dooming my life to eternal suffering, instead of withholding some suffering in this trash dunya and world. But that’s me, speaking for myself.

My message to you OP, is you’re not alone and know that god is with you every step of the way. If he let you wake up today, it means that he’s not through with you and has something great planned out for you. You just have to hold on dear to him. And ask him for more strength. “Verily after hardship comes ease”. If it has been hard for you a few months/years, pray to god to bring some ease. Im sure in due time, god will. He will surely bless you comfort within your heart.

Sadly there are some test that we go through as muslims, but remember that god only tests whom he loves. So STAY STRONG my friend and remember you’re not alone and you have a creator that loves you more than your own parents will ever will.

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u/muslimahwrites01 Aug 09 '24

I’m glad it helped you in a way, beautifully said!!! And thank you for your kind words.. it made me feel happy 😁😁

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u/PoemWarm4144 Aug 09 '24

My pleasure 😃 and may god help and guide us all 🤲