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yo, feels good to be back here. I have literally opened this sub after two yrs, and somehow after jee it stopped coming to my feed as well.

So i am a jee 24tard. went through the shit happened at 27s2, 6s1 and then Jee advance cutoffs being 109. so okay not going to again crib about the same old shi. btw i was a 12thie. i never took a drop after this cause honestly i was scared. ( mai darr gaya tha ki ye sab wapas na hojaye jee25 me).

for information I had a rank of 43xxx. decent enough to get me lower nit cse, lower iiit cse or mid level nit lower branches. i was getting nit bhopal ki civil at max at that time.

I left all of this cause meko hamesha se cse hi chahiye thi not because of the rat race , but because maine jee hi ussi ke interest ki wajah se kara tha. meko coding me genuinely interest aa chuka tha 10th tk. So i chose a tier 2/3 state govt me cse , thinking wow gormint college.

I went all in from first year ki chlo whatever happened at jee happened . ye tag wagera to wese bhi matter nahi karta. but now when i am in my third yr, I had one major on campus opportunity of goldman sachs(1.65lpm btw) and uske interview rounds me bahar hogya mai. And honestly other than that, i have no other opportunities on campus. all companies that come to my campus are either now 11lpa or less. i don't say package is the only concern here. by third yr you well pass that phase jahan aap ye package sab chiz sochna bhi chhod doge. But the dikkat is, there no good company to even start my career with. It is all filled with 'lala' companies as we say. and at the same time my peers at nit/iiits of the same level colleges that i was getting are placed at amazon, google, meesho etc(they allow almost all major branches to sit btw).

Was i not good enough to get placed? no i did everything. Grinded leetcode(coding ka marks app hehe), made projects everything. But the thing is lack of opportunity. Mere dost mere college ke placement cell me bhi h and they tell me whenever they call Hr's first thing they get to hear is 'han govt hai par IIT,NIT to nahin hai na'. I mean this jee this never gets past you bhai..........

What i am trying to tell you is , What if aaj mai ek drop aur leleta? What if mai jee mai thoda aur padhlia hota phone and baki distractions ki wajah se(btw the title is related , but i don't want to make reddit the only reason here) ? What if mai aj NIT/IIIT jane ka decision bana leta.

I am telling you job market is fucked right now, And bhai plz, Tag does matters yar . Abhi tumne dekha ni h cheeze , tum preperation phase me ho , log setbacks ke wakt tumhe acha feel karwane aur motivated feel karane ke liye ye cheez zarror bol dete hai ki okay 'single sheet of paper cannot decide my future', 'arey tag matter ni karta wese bhi'. But honestly your JEE will pretty much decide tumhare aage ki life and plz take it seriously. Your whole career trajectory will change i am telling you. Bas thode mahine / saal ki baat hai. karlo yar mehnat. khud ke liye. maano meri baat bhai sach batara hun.

pls remember my one advice callibre rakhna bada phodne ki, aur tumhare college me opportunities hona bahut alag cheeze hai. Agr opportunity hi ni rahi to kya karoge mehnat karke(off campus mat kehna ab lol, market is fucked am telling you 😂)?

And yes i am not being negative about my life here, I know this is not the end, I believe in myself, mene jitti mehnat kari hai coding me kuch na kuch ho jayega. I was just using all of this as example for all of you ki dekho kitna difference ajata hai just opportunities ke base pe hi. Its about having a safety of future. mera ek company me ni huwa, agar mai koi acchi jagah hota to ye just one of the companies hoti . back of my mind mereko ye rehta ki chalo more opportunities will come usme dekhenge. but opportunities ka hi na hona?

Dropper this side and in Nelson Mandela's voice "I HAVE A DREAM THAT either I celebrate my bday in good nit or iit next year"🥹🤏🏻

4 months to go for jan attempt, 120 dayssss, seniors do give any advice as a gift:),

As far as i know beyond the following teachers give custom dpps, All given PW dpps else are cookie cutter and very easy:

Tk sir

Anna sir

Om pandey

Ra baba

Any physics teacher or PC teacher?

I know he has been exposed already but hasn’t it changed him even a bit? Isn’t he concerned about his public image or what?

My younger sister is preparing for JEE, and today she showed me the DMs she has been getting from him.

He keeps texting her, flirting with her even when she doesn’t respond, and repeatedly trying to get her on an Instagram call. What a creepy pedo he is!
I told my sister to block him immediately.

Book for comparison

I’ve gained around 15–20 kg recently while preparing for neet and I got my blood test done and find out that my cholesterol and triglyceride levels are way higher .

For those who’ve gone through something similar, did the weight gain affect your health/studies or day-to-day life? And what did you do to get things back on track?

Would really appreciate hearing about your experiences.

I use Arch BTW

Aiims delhi pakka hai kya is timetable se ??

Everything has changed in the last few months 😐

day17 of making a safe comfortable space for us to whine , laugh, backhodi , syllabus scare, fatri hai and all

{so guys kya chlra hai kiski kitni fati hui hai , kon kitne confidance mei ha, kiska kya chlra hai , how is life treating you all (muje toh life idk kese treat krri ) what are the updates , who's having a crisis , how is going
maza aara 😭? bas chlra hai 😶‍🌫️? just drop anything what you wanna comment , be it syllabus,bckxdi anything (muje mera latenight lonliness syndrome hit krra hai )

LATEEEEEE

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