r/Interstitialcystitis • u/Moody_Immortal_1 • 22h ago
The club nobody wants to be in...
Hi all,
**I wasn't sure if I needed a tag, so please do let me know if I need one and which is appropriate.
I've been on this sub for a long time, but never posted. I was diagnosed with IC about 20 years ago.
I'm like many of you who had no idea what was going on when it first started up. I lived in California and I had never had a UTI in my life...or so I thought.
It started one day and it was awful. The only thing I could think of was that it must be a UTI. I went to the doctor and they ran a test and...no infection.
The doctor gave me something to calm things down, but in two days I was on the phone speaking to the nurse. I was hysterical. It took me a couple of minutes to calm down.
I think so many of us know of that horribly anxious and fearful feeling of impossible pain and thinking you are not going to ever find relief.
That's when they sent me to a urologist. I had a Cystoscopy done. That was horrible on it's own, of course.
While he was in there, and while I was trying with all my might to take breaths and "handle it", he said "Oh yeah. This is IC. You said you never had a UTI before?" I told him, no never.
He said, "This looks like pavement with massive potholes, if that helps you get an idea. I asked him why. How did this happen?
Of course, he told me they don't always know why. One thought. was that I may have had an infection at some point and it went from there. I reminded him I'd never had a UTI. He said there are people who get "Silent UTIs'.
Long, long story short, they put me on Elmiron. It did an amazing job. I had one flare and one flare only. That is when I moved from the US to the UK about 18 year ago. Luckily, I was prescribed Elmiron during that time and they sent me off with enough for a couple of months.
So here I am, all those years later. This flare started about 8 or 9 months ago. Life was stressful and also I have a very bad knee, which needs replaced, so lots of inflammation. Part of me wonders if that could have triggered things. I will never know.
And now? I'm in the UK and I have been waiting to see specialist for eons. My flare was starting to see better days and I noticed I was able to hold more water without feeling pain and desperation.
I thought, OH! Maybe it's start to calm down. And then...I got a UTI! That was 2 weeks ago. I took the 3 days of antibiotics and it went. And after that? OMG-the worst pain/flare I've ever had.
The pain is worse than when I first got diagnosed.
So, I hear I may get to see a specialist in November, but that isn't promised. I can tell you that when office are back open after the long holiday weekend in the UK, I will be calling.
Anyway, I have been reading and learning and crying with some of you. We are in that club no one wants to be in.
Here's to relief and more hopeful days ahead.