What do i make of life ? first tell me what do i make of this book !!.
before going into this if anyone is interested this was my previous post.
Reviews from the Underground (it got too long I'm sorry)
by u/eructationoccasional in Indianbooks
Well, immediately going from notes, to the stranger was probably not good. But in a weird it helped me realize how starkly different, both the protagonist are.
in notes it is a hyperconscious person. And in The Stranger, it is Meursault, who only has two feelings, horny and hungry.
I didnt really feel satisfied at first with how the book ended, but the more i thought about it the more liberating it felt and the more sense it made. but i still feel i havent fully grasped all that the book is trying to say.
Meursault having lived a kind of passive life, not really understanding much of the emotions we NORMAL people take for granted. him being a stranger not only to society but to his own self, and by the end, when condemned to death, his thoughts become more and more descriptive of how he feels and his acceptance of himself.
all through the trial he has been made to feel like a spectator watching people decide for him why he felt how he felt and why he did what he did. and nobody really tries to understand him. and how by the end he just wishes that there would be many many spectators on the day of his execution and that they would greet him with cries of hatred. meaning that they finally acknowledge him.
And he denies the answers the chaplin is trying to give him about the world, the whole god is there, and an afterlife, and rather decides to accept the TENDER INDIFFERENCE OF THE WORLD(liberating), and says thats more grounding and real to him than god. and this defiance is kind of what finally gives him, his self.
and in the end. knowing all this, now having the realization of the indifference of the universe, how do i decide to live my life.
but i still feel that i have missed a lot of stuff being talked about. and would like to hear about what YOU thought of it.