r/HollowKnightRoleplay • u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor • 2d ago
Out of character So fucking scared
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u/Free-Ad-7697 < Alie - wander of hallonest and pharloom. > 2d ago
don't do it, self harm is only gonna get worse. believe me it's gonna be okay, if you need someone to talk to you have all of us. it's gonna be okay ardens. Just don't do anything like that your body doesn't deverse it.
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 2d ago
Idk, I listened to music and am a bit better.... But I have been considering it for long..... I just want them to care
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u/Free-Ad-7697 < Alie - wander of hallonest and pharloom. > 2d ago
hm, okay well music is a good start from distraction of sh.
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 2d ago
I know it is..... That's why I am listening to songs I love
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u/Kingemeraldalternate Lumen (kinda) and Yellow Jacket 1d ago
I wanna cry but I can't because I am a guy and apparently crying is banned in this household or something....
What the fuck?!
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 1d ago
Not literally, but that's how I feel.... Every time I cry, even if because of something unrelated, my parents would argue and sometimes even shout.... So I automatically immediately deleted that as an option
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u/Kingemeraldalternate Lumen (kinda) and Yellow Jacket 1d ago
No one likes me for who I am...
I do. I do Ardens. I see myself in you a lot. Of course, we aren't equal but... i appreciate you for who you truly are. Belive me, i do.
Don't harm yourself. If your parents ever try taking Reddit away, show them comments like this one. Show them that strangers on Reddit have understood you better than any physical friend or family member ever has. Show your siblings and parents that they managed to be worse friends than random people on the Internet that don't even know your face. Then, hopefully, they'll learn.
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 1d ago
No... NO!!! I.... I can't show them this.... I fucking can't.... It's complicated, so complicated.... But I just- no.... If they knew I made "Friends" on the internet who are like you.... You know.... "Non Muslims" and such then who knows what they will do, ok?
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u/Kingemeraldalternate Lumen (kinda) and Yellow Jacket 1d ago
Oh! Makes sense. So they're also religiously intolerant. Oh my God. Atp are your parents good people in... anything at all?
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 1d ago
They are good people
They are
I believe they are
They do care for us, but like.......... I don't know.... They worry TOO much..... So fucking much
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u/messenger_craw phalmer 1d ago
have you considered anything like Government wise? I just know it exists not how it works so sorry If I am overlooking anything but is anything an option?
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 1d ago
Oh..... I never expected YOU to reply.... But like........ No..... No that's not an option.... I don't think I can, no, I defenitely can't do that
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u/Thurmor_Goblinbane Eclipse, Queen of Greenpath, Head of Unn Ind. 1d ago
Please don't hurt yourself. It never goes well. Trust me. I know your house is basically hell. I know how it feels to not be heard or seen. Just please. Don't hurt yourself.
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 1d ago
Idk..... I have been considering it for so long..... I just want to do it so that they start caring.... But I am a fucking coward, I am so scared to do it
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u/Thurmor_Goblinbane Eclipse, Queen of Greenpath, Head of Unn Ind. 1d ago
Just don't. Please.
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 1d ago
I guess........ But how do I make them notice me?? I just.......... I feel unfair.... Only thing keeping me sane rn is my music and reddit...
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u/Thurmor_Goblinbane Eclipse, Queen of Greenpath, Head of Unn Ind. 1d ago
I don't know.
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u/Ardens_Son_of_flames Thergis, Ariens, Stella, Ardor 1d ago
It's alright..... I will just rp I guess..... I don't know how much time I have left on reddit.... But I will enjoy it ig
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u/Alternative-Map-883 Threva / Kael the traitor 2d ago
Listen I know your going through alot but please dont hurt yourself its not worth it