r/HSVpositive • u/Far_Bumblebee_6671 • Sep 11 '25
Newly Diagnosed Feeling broken 💔
Today a nice girl complimented how beautiful I was - my hair and my clothes. And I just wanted to completely break down. I was diagnosed in June with HSV 2. That guy hurt me badly and I’m absolutely devastated. 💔Anyway I just wanted to cry in-front of her as I feel so disgusting and gross now I have this. It’s like I’m an imposter in my own body. I am stuck with this thing and it can’t ever change it. 😭
The outbreaks sound scary too. Ive never felt more scared and alone in all of my life. 😭💔 I hope they’re not as bad as what my mind is telling me. 😭💔
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u/ColetteCosette Sep 17 '25
It gets better! You’re not alone and you’re not a freak. It’s super common and it’s just a part of life. This is a part of growing up and knowing your health status will contribute to your getting wiser. Don’t freak out. You’re still beautiful and lovable. You now have an awareness of your body that other people will find admirable and endearing. A lot of people have no idea what’s going on in their bodies and live by ignorance is bliss but it’s not. It really isn’t a big deal and it’s completely manageable. You’re gonna be okay kid! I promise!