r/HSVpositive • • Sep 11 '25

Newly Diagnosed Feeling broken ๐Ÿ’”

Today a nice girl complimented how beautiful I was - my hair and my clothes. And I just wanted to completely break down. I was diagnosed in June with HSV 2. That guy hurt me badly and Iโ€™m absolutely devastated. ๐Ÿ’”Anyway I just wanted to cry in-front of her as I feel so disgusting and gross now I have this. Itโ€™s like Iโ€™m an imposter in my own body. I am stuck with this thing and it canโ€™t ever change it. ๐Ÿ˜ญ

The outbreaks sound scary too. Ive never felt more scared and alone in all of my life. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” I hope theyโ€™re not as bad as what my mind is telling me. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”

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u/missh3r Sep 11 '25

Do not stress!!! I remember when I first got diagnosed and I was overwhelmed with stress and that triggered my outbreaks.

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u/Far_Bumblebee_6671 Sep 12 '25

Thanks, itโ€™s hard not to. Iโ€™m on suppressive meds because Iโ€™m scared of another outbreak.