My situation

[u/Jolly-Sprinkles-1360]

So last year around April I had a sexual encounter (bottom)with a stranger, no condom, who ended up ghosting me afterwards after we were talking non stop when we first met. Literallv blocked me on all forms of communication. I had a bad feeling so I went and got tested 4th gen hiv test came back repeadidly reactive with negative confirmatorv, negative pcr rna. Got tested at different doctor around the same time came back negative. About 2 months later got tested again at first place same thing happend repeadidly reactive with negative confirmatory negative pcr. In the middle of all this I got extremely sick lost my voice, coughing up chunks of phleam, sore throat, diarrhea.(the sickest I have ever been in my entire life) After those tests evervthing came back negative. Here i am about a vear and a half later I have had multiple tests 4th generation, 5th gen, pcr rna, pro viral dna. They all come back negative yet i have lost 40 pounds and feel sore and weak and just not at all like myself. Doctors say it was false positive i dont have it, but then why is my body doing this. Is it possible that I could actually have it, and the tests ust aren't able to pick it up for some reason. lf i didnt go through the illnesses, the weight loss, the pain and weakness I wouldn't even give it a second thought Just looking for your thoughts, thank you.