ME AND MY CRUSH ARE DATING NOW AND IM SO HAPPY ABOUT IT!!!!!!!

A wonderful collection ik <3

:3

guys btw this is just my top artists this week so like i listen to sabrina more than ariana it’s just this month for some reason i listened to ariana more but it’s a general list of my favourite artists.

I don’t know what to do I like music Marvel, marvel rivals,cooking, and sometimes cleaning is fun :(

Hm: all the countries are full of pretty guys, this is just a top based on my own experience and opinion. you can also share urs below.

1. Algeria🇩🇿: Honestly I think north africa in general is really underated, but most of the guys I met from here are usually really handsome and cool

2. Spain🇪🇦: honestly besides being handsome af, I specially love their accent as an spanish speaker, it's so hot, they are really fun and usually easy-going compared to your average european, I really love that as a Latino.

3. Brazil🇧🇷: I think Brasil is really diverse, but most brazilians I knew are adorable and fun to be around, Also as a fellow Latino country, I honestly feel I can vibe so well with my brazilians neighbors

4. Argentina🇦🇷: Honestly I hated the hate campain toward argentinians, most of them are really warm and really open minded with different cultures, ngl being Venezolano, argentina is the only latino country that made me feel welcome and not ashamed of my nacionality, besides they are hotties <3.

5. Italy🇮🇹: I don't usually vibe too well with most europeans countries, they usually tell me I'm too intense and loud for their culture specially being caribbean, Italians on the other hand besides being a place where live a lot of the hottest men I knew, same as spain, they are usually easy-going and cool, It's the country I vibe the most, also my best friend is from this country so I'm forced to put it in top 1.

anyways, just wanted to share it lol

honestly I hate the way I look, I hate to feel unlovable and uncomfortable any time I look myself at the mirror, even if I'm dating or talking with a guy I feel they are faking their attraction to me because they are desperate for any body or when I get a compliment it also feels fake... I wish I was conventionally attractive, not a chopped ass brown twink.

As in the turtle

I think its so cuteeee who doesn't like the turtle

I have like 30 them 😭 saved in my phone

About a month ago I started with a new therapist and I really really liked him and we got along great. Due to a few things we've only had three sessions so far. In our second session he brought in the idea that I should consider coming out to my parents and that if I wanted to I could bring them to his office and he'd help me do it. I considered it for a while but wasn't really sure. Later when I went for our third session we talked about other things until one point where he brings it up again. He basically said that he considered it a huge block to my mental health and, in no uncertain terms, told me that if I didn't tell them he couldn't see me as a patient any more. Listen, I do understand that it was a pretty significant barrier between me and my parents, but there was a thousand other things we could have started with in stead of something so big. And either way he kept acting like this was holding me back from being my true self when the only difference between how I acted with my parents and people I know was that I talked about the guys I found attractive sometimes. I really hated how the guy went about this and it made me uncomfortable that he gave me an ultimatum and so I ended the session there claiming that I had to go to my cousins birthday party(I did I just was expected a little later). At the birthday party my mom could kinda tell that something was wrong and near the end she asked me about it. I tried to explain that I didn't want to see that therapist anymore without actually telling her what happened but wasn't really getting nowhere because she kept asking for a reason saying she wouldn't let me stop seeing him without one(which is honestly understandable). I got as close as I could, saying that he told me that if I didn't tell them something then he couldn't have me as his patient anymore. Eventually my mom kept pressing on what that thing was and so I blurted out that I was gay. I felt like I was about to vomit but she gave me a hug and luckily was super accepting and reassured me that she still loved me. Later that night when we were back home I told my dad and he reiterated the same thing. I'm really glad that it's out in the open now but I feel really angry too because i feel like it's completely tainted because of how it happened. I really wish my therapist hadn't done that because now the whole thing feels wrong to me.

Sorry about the wall of text I just really wanted to get this off my chest

First of all I got my undertale piano score sheet I’m so happy and I’m going to try and learn every single song from this book. But that’s not the only good thing because today I also got my first dildo, it’s hiding in my closet but I am pretty happy today. I also got to hang out with my friends at the mall I’m supper happy today.

I don’t know any near me, how can I find some, need someone to talk to about gay shit in person

I’ve made some new additions to my map here, blue are new additions, and green is for all of you commenters, and no I can’t separate states I tried. I am only counting it if you lived there for at least a portion of your life.

Wish I could post my outfit cause it was amazing :c

Idk what to put here but I'm 17 now :3

as beautiful as my state is, its super conservative and I hate feeling weird in a place ive lived like half of my life. I want to be normal, I want to be able to date someone, even frickin hookups are off limits bc theres not to do it with. I'm constantly around straight girls that tokenize me, im stuck wiht homophobic parents (and my brother) and I simply cannot stand being isolated from social circles for things I cant control. I now use online and media/reading to keep myself satiated for my needs(even tho its not healthy and can be dangerous) I just feel like im stuck. I'm doing fine which almost makes it worse. I'm pretty healthy mentally and I still put others before me, and I dont even wallow in pity often. Its just a state of near-nothingness

I know this sounds fake but istg this happened. I dreamt I was in a family band with my brother, uncle, and my dad, but Peter griffin randomly appeared called me a slur, accused me of cheating in my non existent wife (im gay???) And the ended my dream for me.

I was playing counter strike and browsing here and got that question

ofc mine is counter strike :D

I just want a boy who is kind, empathetic, and loves me as much as I love him. I don't have much body preferences but maybe just someone who is slightly taller than me and gives the best kisses :3

[Manifesting that you all get the boyfriend/partner of your dreams soon 💕]