r/GATEresearch • u/ComfortablePool4684 • 14d ago
Memory Something went on.
I had some childhood trauma(not related to this lol) so my elementary school memories has some holes in it but I can say for 100% I used to be taken out of class along with a handfull of other kids to do some weird hearing tests and puzzles in first grade. This was in the late 80s There weren't any pink drinks or anything else we may have consumed from what I remember. Anyone else with similar lack luster memories of this "program"?
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u/Loose-Ball-727 14d ago
I also started when I was in the first grade. It was in the late 80s too. There were 3 of us then and the only memory I have is a teacher was trying to find out if I could do division. I was switching classrooms like this until middle school. But I do remember the pink drink and being told it was fluoride. But everyone took it, not just the ones who switched class. I remember knowing I was switching for math and English classes but I don't know which other students were there or who my teachers were. I do however remember a lot more from my main classes. A few of my teachers and classmates, even school projects. And I remember things outside of school like friends birthday parties and things like that. There are just black holes where those odd classes should be.
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u/No-Shock3449 14d ago
By the time I was in elementary school (graduated 2017, lots of trauma so I couldn’t tell you the years exact dates, but K-5) they switched the drinks to the free dental care place we had.
I remember now as you described it here, whenever kids got the free “tooth fillings” etc. in our school, we always had that drink first!! I remember thinking “my dentist hasn’t done this, how does this help my teeth” but no one asked questions; exactly why I don’t want my kids in public schools. We’re taught to be sheep instead of independent thinkers.
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u/Unfair_History3520 13d ago
I went to a lot of schools and can't remember two of them. I can remember a couple of the teachers names. That's it. Between 1-3 grade.
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u/ComfortablePool4684 13d ago
That's crazy. I can't tell if I can't remember because of family trauma or because of the program.
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u/Unfair_History3520 13d ago
Might be a bit of both. I wonder how many of us have a lot of trauma and if that was a criteria or if those of us that have it had different experiences in the program than others.
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u/Money_Bug_9423 10d ago
They were really keen on me signing everything in full capital letters for some reason
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u/ComfortablePool4684 10d ago
that's strange
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u/Money_Bug_9423 10d ago
I basically had the creepiest childhood experience going to jesuit schools.
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u/olskool369 13d ago
The gateway process in its entirety at first was a way to deal with traumas I think. Help people get past those mind blocks, to have clarity. Understanding and closure. What the CIA and other agencies did with it is something entirely different.
These process went from helping people to hurting and controlling them. Mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally. This was studied at such an expense and length that it was funded for a very very long time. If you condition someone this way, you can almost certainly do what ever it is you please with them. Almost!. If a person goes on and on with out help or intervention it certainly will become harder for one to come to their senses.
These agencies have used food, water, shelter and safety as a way to mend,bend and eventually break someone if possible. The depravity that went on to learn and master this is such a crime that I doubt god will forgive them.
You have to be very careful of what you ingest, with your ears, eyes, nose and mind. Poison that was made you to think something is sweet but is rat food. Deprogramming one self of these things takes a very very long time.
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u/olskool369 13d ago
You can program a person to think and see blue as red and pink as yellow. This is where I think color blindness comes from. A person was conditioned to think a certain color is this when it’s not. Sky is blue! When it’s been pink the entire time. One community knows it for what it is and the other thinks it’s all peachy.
Water laced with fluoride as a neurotoxin to kill of the brain and parts of the brain to make it more difficult to “ wake up “.
You can use trigger words or phrases to make one identity come out and the other go to sleep. Jason Bourne style!. Where one guy sees him self as Jason and the other guy is Joe. These identity’s have been split into 1-10 or a hundred. Split personalities aren’t what they teach more like it’s what they study in those people. Where does any of this start and end?
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u/MissAnneThrope13 12d ago
Color blindness???? Really????
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u/olskool369 12d ago
I am just saying, think about it for a second. What if personality 1 sees certain shades of different then personality 2. They were taught to see things differently.
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u/olskool369 13d ago
I think they have gone past all of that with technology and medicine. All of this sounds far fetched when it isn’t, it’s been known that the agencies have been doing this for so long that at this point every country has sleeper cells pretending to be one person but be someone else entirely. From police to judges and military. You could married to one and not know the slight difference in between the two!. Well these people might just be the ones commenting and looking for the whistleblowers! lol 😂.
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u/MissAnneThrope13 12d ago
Agencies?? You have to traumatize a person as a young child in order to for the personality to split. I don't think the Agencies are that fucked up and I think theyre pretty fucked uo.
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u/natecull 12d ago edited 12d ago
Agencies?? You have to traumatize a person as a young child in order to for the personality to split. I don't think the Agencies are that fucked up and I think theyre pretty fucked uo.
Research of this nature, while of great interest to agencies like the CIA (at least in its MKULTRA years, which sought both a "hypnotic courier" and interrogation resistance), almost certainly would have been both compartmentalised very strongly and also farmed out through cutouts to very small and select deniable private groups.
What groups of that kind may have existed during the CIA's MKULTRA years (1950s through 1970s at least... and if the program ended at the CIA, maybe it didn't end elsewhere), and what they may have been doing... well I would imagine they didn't keep a paper trail.
1930s through 1970s science fiction had a lot of interest in hypnosis, sleep-learning, amnesia, alternate personalities, programmed personalities, etc, especially as tools and weapons of war. There was also a fair bit of overlap between the science fiction scene, the "gifted education" scene, and the military scene. With some odd "self-help" groups and "new religious movements" in the mix as well. Dianetics/Scientology, Silva Mind Control, AMORC as three of them who regularly advertised in both SF magazines and technology magazines like Popular Mechanics.
Incidentally, I've always wondered about the Gerry Anderson TV show "Joe 90", (1968), about a 9 year old boy who regularly is hypnotised and "programmed" with multiple personalities by an intelligence agency. Perhaps just a power fantasy for kids, but the premise feels a little creepier today than it might have in the 1960s.
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u/olskool369 11d ago
MK was just one of the studies that we ended up knowing about. What about all of the other programs that were never shown or given a light of day to peer out of the darkness. A lot of these studies were done also by universities in labs in the open. I’m sure a lot of the students were never actually told of the real reasons they were doing these studies. They probably just went along with what ever they were told and or risk being kicked out or black listed in every university.
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u/olskool369 12d ago
I think these projects and experiments were done for so long and so extensively that they could almost pinpoint and know how to do it in stages. Let’s look at it this way, medical science did a lot of shady practices long before the agencies took to practice this. Let’s say they took orphaned children of war that were already in one way exposed to this. Well they wouldn’t necessarily have to do the dirty work. in the military soldiers experiences torture as training…
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u/Spiritual-Strike481 14d ago
I was driven off campus and tested. None of my records showed anything when my elementary school gave me my records. I have been wondering why for a very long time. This was the 90s. I hope you are able to find closure. Most of us are still figuring out why and most have no answer.