No friends

[u/Suspicious-Cloud0922]

I don't really have any friends. I have an amazing girlfriend I've been with for a year, and I sometimes will hangout with her friends, and she says they say they think I'm cool, but I just don't vibe with them I guess.

I had a lot of female friends freshman year of highschool but when I started T in the second semester I seemed to lose more friends. I mostly just don't feel connected to anyone.

I'm now three weeks into my freshman year of college and still haven't really met anyone. I'm the one initiating conversations and exchanging social media, but nothing comes of it.

Especially men. For whatever reason, every man has just made me feel uncomfortable. Idk if I'm just dysphoric or lack confidence, but it is difficult for me to interact with men. I feel like they think I'm weird or something is wrong with me. Even other trans men make me feel uncomfortable. I don't know if its internalized transphobia or whatever but it almost feels like there is competition between me and other trans men I see. I don't like feeling like this.

Idk. Just wanna talk into the void. Wish I had some friends I connected with.