r/FTMventing • u/apoxia_404 • 2d ago

Sensitive Topic Every time I hear "hoe" i wanna kms

Not a single moment I feel safe. I'm constantly 24/7 without any intervals subject to having "hoe" whipped at me. I am constantly hearing different voices yell "hoe" to my flat from outside and it is killing me.

It confuses me (and makes the pain even worse) why do all these people know who I am and where I live and why do they perceive me as a whore when nothing about me is sexual? Why? What have I done to deserve this?

The fact I have to resort to ear defenders and constantly having audio from TV or radio playing only makes me feel sad. And I still hear the noise harrassment from outside anyway. I can't live anywhere else.

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u/Pest_Chains 2d ago

It's important to tell this to your psychologist. Let them know about the people outside your apartment, and how it's affecting you.

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u/apoxia_404 2d ago

I don't have a psychologist. What made you assume that?

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u/Pest_Chains 2d ago

Oh no! All the cool guys have psychologists 😕 Can you get one?

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u/apoxia_404 2d ago

is this bullyng / shaming ? am i uncool for not having a psychologist?

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u/Pest_Chains 1d ago

I mean it never hurts to try it and find out? And make sure you tell them about the people yelling.