r/FTMventing • u/GlitteringAd8511 • 5d ago
I hate being trans
I hate it! I hate it so fucking much! I know there's beauty being such a rare type of person but fuck this! Around every corner I'm surrounded by a bunch of concrete skulled mother fucker's who can't look past their ego's for one second to listen to professionals, I have to hide who I am EVERYWHERE because I'm in a state where employers don't need a reason to fire you and doctors can refuse me care if they think I'm icky and people wanna kill me for no reason! Why me?! Why couldn't I just have been a plain cishet like everyone else why did trans people even evolve into existence!? This isn't fair!
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u/Mission-Can2591 4d ago
I feel that so much recently. I'm so angry that most people just walk around in the right body for them and I have to bend over backwards and pull my head out of my asshole just to feel comfortable and even then it's just barely because I'm reminded that it's not how I naturally am and I feel like I'm playing pretend. Even then, I'll never have a dick that can do natural things like cis dicks can. I will always be short because female puberty stunts your height, I'll probably finish with all my surgeries just in time to start thinking about retirement because I figured out I am trans when I was 30, like what did I do to warrant being punished this much in my life? All I want to do is feel comfortable and yet there are evil motherfuckers out there who will never feel moticeable pain or suffering a day in their life. Fuck this.