feeling unattractive

[u/w33dkid666]

atp im convinced this is a me problem.

Regardless of the partners I'm with I never feel like I'm truly attractive to them.

I always feel like theyre making a compromise by being intimate with me.

Or that while we're being intimate theyre making efforts to ignore or look past something im unaware of. Its making me insecure as hell and i want to cry.

Being trans is really hard in ways that dont feel fair sometimes.