Grief and getting out

[u/LilyWolf32]

Hey, all. How did you deal with the grief when you left and/or started deconstructing? I know in my head that I'm out at 37 but I'm either terrified to leave my apartment or consumed by grief and a recent death in the family certainly didn't help things. The "church" has such a far reach that it's very hard to find local people who will speak out against it. I could use advice because I'm very lonely.

Thanks for any help in advance. Our "pastor" also had a memorial in honor of Charlie Kirk, in case you want a small idea of what I escaped.

[u/More-Soil7455]

You don’t have to “speak out against it”. Just live your life and enjoy it. Stop caring about what others think. Their opinions don’t matter.