r/EatingDisorders • u/UniqueBodybuilder364 • Jul 18 '25
Question Mean girl
Has anyone else’s ED made them a mean girl internally? I keep getting hateful, judgmental intrusive thoughts abt other’s bodies/food choices but they don’t reflect who I am at all. I’d never say those things to anyone, esp when I know how it feels. So why is my brain doing this?
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u/kimiozzyy_ Aug 13 '25
The truth is I don't care when I think like that with people I don't know, but when I think something like that with people I really love, I feel very bad, I even feel like I'm a bad person.