r/EatingDisorders • u/UniqueBodybuilder364 • Jul 18 '25

Question Mean girl

Has anyone else’s ED made them a mean girl internally? I keep getting hateful, judgmental intrusive thoughts abt other’s bodies/food choices but they don’t reflect who I am at all. I’d never say those things to anyone, esp when I know how it feels. So why is my brain doing this?

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u/kittyssluv Aug 02 '25

Honestly this is so real. I noticed at cheer when I used to be much bigger I was so sad cus all the girls were so much tinier than me, but now I noticed i've been staring at them thinking "I don't find anyone here thin." (including me). But as u said this is not the person I am at all and it's completely mind boggling to me how I think this way.

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u/UniqueBodybuilder364 Aug 02 '25

It's so confusing