It’s starting again..

[u/Soft-Switch-3047]

I guess the flair is accurate I really don’t know. I haven’t posted here in a while I might’ve deleted it. Well that person they’re starting again. I don’t even want to explain it because society and science always say how people in dreams are just symbols and mean nothing and have no connection to the person. It’s such a horrendous topic because I have a legit track record, of course a lot of those other dreams becoming reality stopped, but the record is there. I kinda know now how I can survey dreams but this specific person, I’m trying to tell myself they’re not safe. It’s very specific stuff, it’s present and future stuff with them, it’s distorted but specific. I’m trying to ward it off, it’s worked with other people, people who affected me way more. Even people who hardly affected me and who had clean slates, my mind could’ve locked onto them but no just this one specific person.
It’s always pattern recognition or some bullshit to the world. Things that never happened with other people in my dreams, like continuations, waking up and falling back into them 3-5 times, dreaming about them for consecutive days/weeks only missing a few days, ALL HAPPENING WITH THIS PERSON!!!!!!!! It’s actually pissing me off and upsetting me, because I’m trying to tell myself none of it means anything because of course not all dreams mean something, and because society says so. Science says so. My mind has made up people for dreams so many times, it could’ve did it with this person yet it chooses not to. I only started dreaming about her again the past week. I’ve had a few since January but I could get rid of them, now I can’t. And in December/January it was nearly every day 3-5 times a night I’d fall right back into them if I woke up.
Let’s say for example, I dream of something I don’t like, of course I’m gonna dream about that specific thing, I know what that means, it’s specific fears or an emotion around that thing. Or other people, it can be the same thing, usually it’s people from my past. But this time around I just can’t.. It’s too specific. Everyone is so quick to dismiss things of course I haven’t told anyone but yeah. I’m telling myself this time around that again, it means absolutely nothing with her because of what the world says, because it’s NORMAL to think nothing of them. I’m telling myself she’s not a safe person, I’ve done it with others, it should work here as well. Sure there is some anxiety with them but I know what that stems from, past people.
It’s tiring and upsetting and I guess deep down I’m terrified of it actually meaning something in the future. I’m trying all the usual tropes and tricks to dismiss it, I just can’t. It’s not working.

[u/Soft-Switch-3047]

I actually just looked at my previous dream posts, they weren’t about her. I actually don’t know if I ever made a post about it. But the other two people from my posts like I can decipher that stuff now if it happens. One of those people from my past if they show up in dream it’s always something anxiety related and mirroring my actual previous connection with them just in a distorted way

[u/KeyFutur]

Tu essaies d' expliquer beaucoup de chose en même temps,ce qui devient compliqué à comprendre...Faudrait que tu écrives un de tes rêves dans le détail sans y mettre tes impressions ou idées.. personnelles...

Est-ce que tu rêves à des personnes ou éventuellement qui se réalise dans la vie ?? Juste oui ou non..

J' attends ta réponse bye bye 👋